I look just like that - only white, and I have hair, and don't wear undies  

beigewalls 43M
10 posts
6/14/2006 12:42 pm

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6/15/2006 7:37 am

I look just like that - only white, and I have hair, and don't wear undies

Yeah, so I'm afraid to put my pic up on AdultFriendFinder - my real pic that is. I'm good with editing and with stealing pics from google - so I use other guys as body doubles for now.

If you want, I'll send you pics, but what if my wife were browsing on here?! I'm tired of counseling...

So I sit in my office and stare at these beige walls. It's not a cubicle, but in terms of space might as well be - except I have 9 foot ceilings and no one could peek over my wall to see me masturbating. This is where my problem lies.

You may not see it as a problem, but I've been trying to forget about sex for a while now. My wife has grown tired of it since I cheated on her and 3 years later told her about it. She doesn't like sex now. She won't kiss me either.

So I'm back at it - looking at pics on the Internet in my beige room with high ceiling and I masturbate to women from all around the world, black, white, Asian, European,... and just want for the sensation to be real.

So that's why I'm here. I want to find a real woman that wants a real man. I'm tired of being rejected by my real wife and I'm tired of looking at pretend pics.

I want to feel something soft and sensual. I want to stare into the eyes of a lover that wants my body and doesn't judge me for my past.

My apologies for the melancholy mood. Make me smile. Give me something to look forward to.

**beigewalls at hot male** <-- can you see the secret code in this? I always thought it was kind of obvious, but no one ever writes me... and I swear I'm not depressing - I think my blood sugar is just down at the moment.

Oh, and my body is like the picture, just lighter.

florallei 100F

6/14/2006 2:03 pm

...beautifully honest...hope you will find that non-judgmental, open ,soft and sensual lover...may I ask why you continue to suffer with your wife?...none of my busi...not only the physical intimacy is over, it seems as though emotionally she has already left you...how long can someone beat you up emotionally?...good luck darling!

rm_Rubme21975 42F

6/14/2006 2:04 pm

Hey beige walls
already in that situation except never have told my hubbie yet about my cheating not a good feeling but I feel like you in many ways melancholic I want to feel sexy again and go out and feel like a hot babe. I know although many of the men that my hubbie knows thinks I am a hot babe I never feel like one cause I would rather he make me feel like that and not someone else. I know that I have been seeking someone to be close with but I want to be sexually attracted to someone as well. I am just like chocolate 5 ft chocolate colored eyes, caramel skin, yummy shaven pussy... maybe you want to meet me?

willudomeharder 40F
85 posts
6/14/2006 2:22 pm

Oh sweetie...

Please don't be sad..you seem like far too nice of a man to be sad. If I lived closer, I'm sure we would get along great

beigewalls 43M

6/15/2006 7:37 am

send me something... maybe we could get together?

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