The Affair... Part 1  

bardicman 51M
7540 posts
3/4/2006 8:05 am

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3/15/2006 12:41 pm

The Affair... Part 1

Chapter 1.

He leaned back in his chair, visions of her were in his mind. He loved her as much as circumstances allowed him too but he was just afraid to show it. Afraid that he might get swept away in the emotion of knowing just how much she meant to him.

He pondered how different she had seemed to him lately. She seemed distant and further away than normal. In the past, he was always pushing her back if she tried to get to far into his comfort zone. He didn't want to her getting to close because it make it hard for him to keep the distance. The distance that he had to have so he would not be swirled away in the emotions that he kept in check. The emotions he felt
for her. Lately, it seemed, that she has been the one pushing for the distance. She had been the one with the "not caring" attitude. At first it was fine with him, it made it easier for him to remain distant, but now it was starting to worry him a bit. She was wanting more than he was giving and he knew that he was going to lose her if he didn't comply with her wishes.

At first, he convinced himself that it was fine if she was no longer in his life. Then he started to think about her passion, her beautiful body, her desire, and her hunger to please. In his mind, he knew, that he could never replace her if he did lose her. He would never again have a lover that completed him as she does. His mind pondered the thoughts of his
life with her and without her. He slowly came to the realization that he could not imagine life without her. He knew he had to lose the callousness with which he treated her but he also knew that to lose that callousness and aloofness meant that he was going to lose himself in her. He had already tried to convince
himself that he didn't really need her and he knew that was a lie. He knew what he had to do. He knew it was time to open up to her and fall into a place that scared him. He knew that he could count on her help to keep him from totally losing himself in her because she could never completely be lost in him. Their separate lives were to important to them to lose them.

He sighed as he stood and headed out the door to meet her. He knew what he had to do to keep her and he knew that she was too special to lose.

Chapter 2.

He knocked on her door. He was nervous, yet excited at the same time. When she opened the door to let him in he looked into her eyes and he saw what he really wanted and needed. He wrapped his arms around her and pulled her close and pressed his mouth to hers. His tongue hungrily parted her lips as he held her tight
and kissed her deep and long. She pushed away from him and started to speak, he put his finger to her lips and told her "shhhhhhh" as once again his hunger consumed her mouth. He felt her returning his passion and his desire and hunger sky rocketed. His mouth slid from her mouth and onto her cheek. He kissed her cheek as he made his way to her neck. He kissed her neck and
her ears and the tops of her shoulders. She was
already moaning and pulling him into her. He could feel her press her middle against his and rub herself on his hard waiting cock. He kissed the tops of her breasts and then turned away from her and led her into the bedroom.

He turned back to her and once again his mouth found hers. As he kissed her with all the passion he had been withholding his hands started to remove her shirt. He broke the kiss just long enough to pull her top up and over her head and once again he was hungrily probing her mouth with his tongue as her hands deftly unbuttoned his shirt and helped him out of it.

Her naked breasts crushed into his chest as his
hands slipped down and unbuttoned her jeans and
started sliding them down her hips. Panties and all in one push. Her hands were returning the favor, freeing his hard aching cock from the prison of his jeans. The warm scent of her desire wafted up to his nose and his passion soared even higher. He bent forward and began
kissing her breasts. Sucking the nipples first one and then the other, Licking and sucking her nipples, his hand slipped down to her hot pussy and his hand slid through the moisture as his finger slid inside her. She gasped at this sudden movement and grasped his freed cock and and began stroking it with one hand while her other hand played in the hair on his head as
his mouth made love to her breasts.

His fingers plunged inside her, seeking out that flat little dime sized button that would make her writhe in pleasure. Standing there feeling her hand stroking his cock as he fingers probed her wetness he knew he was where he needed to be.

Continuation to follow...

Authors Note: Even though I am the author, this is in not me. This post is fictional but it is based on real life emotions as told to me by a friend.

I am not dead yet

rm_DaphneR 59F
8023 posts
3/4/2006 12:42 pm

Hrm..sounds like relationships I've been in in the past.

Have tongue, will use it. Repeatedly.

rm_PurryKitty2 49M/51F
9753 posts
3/4/2006 3:07 pm

very touching!

Purry {=}


bardicman 51M

3/4/2006 3:08 pm

Sweet - Thanks you. I actually come in the scene later

I am not dead yet

bardicman 51M

3/4/2006 3:09 pm

Daph - Men are bastards for sure

I am not dead yet

pinkzplaytoyz 51F

3/4/2006 5:23 pm

...what, oh, huh? did you say something?...
where am I?

bardicman 51M

3/4/2006 7:52 pm

Purry - Why thank you.

I am not dead yet

rm_Bct2Esi 52M/51F
1375 posts
3/4/2006 7:53 pm

I was sucked right into this only to see "continuation later"

That was....can you hurry and get the rest of it done?

hugs and smiles

bardicman 51M

3/4/2006 7:55 pm

Pink - You are here with me ...

It will be ok.

I am not dead yet

bardicman 51M

3/4/2006 7:56 pm

BCT - I will do all I can to hurry

I am not dead yet

papyrina 52F
21133 posts
3/5/2006 1:40 am

waiting for the end before i make my comment

I'm a

i'm here to stay

HBowt2 60F

3/5/2006 3:04 am

you know things have changed when you're afraid to lose them....Looking forward to the rest......

bardicman 51M

3/5/2006 7:56 am

Ok Papy - It will come soon

I am not dead yet

bardicman 51M

3/5/2006 7:57 am

Good Point Hbow, That is a clue in itself.

I am not dead yet

jadedbabe78 107F

3/5/2006 10:32 am

Beautifully written...I enjoyed it.


LadytoPleaseYou 65F
5447 posts
3/5/2006 1:00 pm

As a person who always went ballistic when the words "to be continued..." showed across the television screen at the end of a favorite program, these 'serial blogs' are testing my patience and nerves. But as the sayings go 'the best things in life are worth waiting for' and 'patience is a virtue' and in an effort to keep my remaining virtue in tact, I am willing to wait for the next savory tidbit to be tossed our way.
Sorry if that sounded a tiny bit malicious, but, as I said, this a very trying situation for me.

PENIS CHARMING....where are you?

Sister_Act_4_You 39F/39F

3/5/2006 4:22 pm

This was good...however, I was kind of left wanting; sort of like you were holding back. Did you feel some reason to self-edit, or not let this go completely? Maybe it's just me, but I felt like something was missing.

TzarsAmuseChant 42M
2854 posts
3/5/2006 6:37 pm

Came by in time to catch the beginning. COOL!!

Nominate! [post 257540]

rm_sailorcouple 65M/63F
304 posts
3/6/2006 6:04 am

Lovely focus on the emotional. It's not something I often see, and gratifying for a woman. You and your friend must be very close....


rm_bucfannn 62M/61F
2110 posts
3/6/2006 6:31 am


I got tingles. Reminded me of someone from my past... great passion, and a deep love. But, it ended...


catseyes23 62F

3/6/2006 8:27 am

Nicely written, Bard.


blondebabyboo3 45F
74 posts
3/6/2006 10:18 am

Awwww.....thats so beautiful.......a masterpiece.......bravo! Let's see some more.

TTigerAtty 63M

3/6/2006 1:32 pm

The author's disclaimer notwithstanding this sounds like a recount of a real life story to me! I am highly suspicious!

bardicman 51M

3/6/2006 4:20 pm

Jadey - Thank you sweetie.. Part 2 is coming.. I might be too after writing it

I am not dead yet

bardicman 51M

3/6/2006 4:21 pm

Lady2please - Its a cliff hanger.. material you can use for two nights of pleasure

I am not dead yet

bardicman 51M

3/6/2006 4:22 pm

Louisa - The rest is coming. Damn you woman want it all at once and all the time..

Actually, what is missing is you helping me write the ending

I am not dead yet

bardicman 51M

3/6/2006 4:23 pm

Sweetneeds - I shall do just that. Thanks for the heads up

I am not dead yet

bardicman 51M

3/6/2006 4:24 pm

Fiver, I am glad you stopped by. Please visit often.

I am not dead yet

bardicman 51M

3/6/2006 4:25 pm

Sailor - I like to focus on the emotional more than the physical. I guess that is because that is where the real passion lies.

I am not dead yet

bardicman 51M

3/6/2006 4:26 pm

Cat - Hmm I am glad I spawned a good memory

I am not dead yet

FunandFrisky79 42M/38F

3/6/2006 8:43 pm

WOW!!! What a great beginning!! I only wish I were that talented! I just wrote my first erotica and it doesn't even compare to this!!! I'm off to read the rest now...


aascrompn 43M
6444 posts
3/7/2006 8:13 am

This is good, so far!

Hippink 36F  
4498 posts
3/13/2006 9:44 pm

Reminds me of someone I know.
SIGH* I missed your writing like this.....
Hippie XXX

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