If Only for a Moment  

bardicman 51M
7540 posts
1/28/2006 12:54 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

If Only for a Moment

She came to me, noticed me sitting, quietly, tears in my eyes. Her lips kissed my cheek as she looked into my eyes. She knew the demon that haunted me and knew I was powerless to defeat it.

"I want you", she whispered in my ear, so soft and loving.

"Right now, I just really need you", My anguished voice replied.

Her arms moved to envelope me and I felt the warmth of her bosom pressed close against me. Tenderly and thoroughly, her lips kissed mine and slowly the pain of the demons receded as the more primal of my needs show themselves. The need to be loved and accepted as me. Not as some perceived object or person but only as me.

I took her in my arms and picked her up. Like newly weds I carried her, away from this world and into the world of my own. Into the bedroom where nothing would exist but her and I. Her and I and our passion for each other. No preconceived notions, no expectations, just the knowledge we both have of each others needs and desires.

"Right now I really need this, I need to feel your body want me and respond to me. More than anything else in the world, I need to feel you come".

"I know you do Joseph, I need that too. That is why I am here."

I laid her down on the bed and slowly started to unbutton her blouse. She knew this was not going to be a hard fucking night. She knew that is was going to be a long slow process of giving and taking, Slowly, passionately, and thoroughly. My lips found her neck as my fingers worked at the buttons of her blouse. Mouth trailing my hands as I moved down her blouse...exposing more flesh...a small square inch at a time, I begin to take her. The smoothness of her skin beneath my lips gave me purpose, fueled my desire, fed my passion, and masked my pain.

Slowly, past the smooth flatness of her tummy I continued my trek. Unbuttoning her jeans and slowly sliding the zipper down, I removed her jeans and her panties and revealed her need. Totally different needs but needs with the same conclusion. I knelt at the edge of the bed and pulled her to me. My mouth tasted her sweetness and her hands found my hair as she guided me. Her need was being quickly met while mine still burned inside me. Yet, by tasting the familiar taste of her and by knowing the familiar responses I was being slowly satiated. Her orgasm was loud and intense. In the explosion I wondered why she ever left. I think she wondered the same for a short moment but for the time none of that mattered. All that mattered was that no one else existed in the world. No one but her and I. No one to ask questions, no one to seek answers.

I stood and undressed. I laid down beside her and she came to me. Like so many times in the past she was there. As she slithered up on top of me I finished removing her shirt and bra. I pulled her down onto my chest and with one movement together we were no longer two separate people. We were once again one.

For a moment, fleeting as though it was, for just a moment. I was home.

I am not dead yet

LadytoPleaseYou 65F
5447 posts
1/28/2006 5:11 pm

Exciting, loving, beautiful, tender, cherishing

PENIS CHARMING....where are you?

rm_Bct2Esi 52M/51F
1375 posts
1/28/2006 5:19 pm



hugs, luvs and smiles

yagottalikit 50F
583 posts
1/28/2006 6:07 pm

Beautiful...and....yeah.....I've been there and you've hit the nail on the head! Perfect description of emotions, needs, desires, hope....wow! Great job! You da Bardman!!!!!!

Yagotta get it soft and wet so we can kick/stick it

bardicman 51M

1/28/2006 7:13 pm

Lady - Just a calm moment in time.

I am not dead yet

bardicman 51M

1/28/2006 7:14 pm

BCT - Thanks,. I appreciate the comments..

I am not dead yet

bardicman 51M

1/28/2006 7:15 pm

Likit - Thanks alot, Still... yours and hinky's song.. Pure genius

I am not dead yet

oldman1776 79M
3164 posts
1/28/2006 7:30 pm

Don't know waht to say I've had those feelings before.

Great post.

catseyes23 62F

1/28/2006 7:59 pm


Simply divine!


bardicman 51M

1/28/2006 9:58 pm

Oldman - Yes.. Universal Feelings abound. Sometimes it hurts being human. But then again.. you are the one that sat and stared at beaver for hours

I am not dead yet

bardicman 51M

1/28/2006 9:58 pm

Cats - Thank you so much.

I am not dead yet

rm_1hotwahine 64F
21091 posts
1/29/2006 12:28 am

I feel like sending this anonymously to a friend over here, iwth a 'hint, hint' message attached. Thnk it would work, lol.

Yeah, I'm still [blog 1hotwahine]

bardicman 51M

1/29/2006 5:16 am

Hot1 - It might... Yes... it just might.

I am not dead yet

papyrina 52F
21133 posts
1/29/2006 6:19 am


I'm a

i'm here to stay

silkysmoothlegs3 106F

1/29/2006 7:45 am


DTduzDallas 51F

1/29/2006 9:31 am

Very well done...makes the mind wander.

GoddessOfTheDawn 106F
11240 posts
1/29/2006 11:03 am

beautiful, very good

bardicman 51M

1/29/2006 11:06 am

Sweet - Yes, thats it entirely. A cleansing and a deep breath of fresh air. A fleeting moment in time but even in its briefness it heals vastly.

I am not dead yet

bardicman 51M

1/29/2006 11:07 am

Papy - Thank you.. Someday I am going to say Hi to you in real time.

I am not dead yet

bardicman 51M

1/29/2006 11:08 am

Silky - Thank you.. Your blog has had that same WOW affect on me many times.

I am not dead yet

bardicman 51M

1/29/2006 11:11 am

Thank you DT. Sometimes the mind has to wonder to a better quieter place. On there can we find our sanity again.

I am not dead yet

tillerbabe 57F

1/29/2006 11:51 am

That is so very excellent! Loving....tender....passionate....Beautiful!

bardicman 51M

1/29/2006 6:27 pm

Tiller - Thanks so much.. Sometimes tender is just important.

I am not dead yet

bardicman 51M

1/29/2006 6:28 pm

Divinity - Thank you so much. You compliments do mean alot to me.

I am not dead yet

curious082385 32F
4925 posts
1/30/2006 6:18 am

I can't find the words....
Beautiful...simply beautiful.

bardicman 51M

1/30/2006 8:50 am

Jez.. Thank you so much.. You are incredibly beautiful also..

I am not dead yet

bardicman 51M

1/30/2006 8:52 am

M'Lady Curious - Thank you.. and thank you for the story about Bob Dylan. I simply loved it.

I am not dead yet

onelittlesecret 34M
1579 posts
1/30/2006 8:35 pm

so good...

aascrompn 43M
6444 posts
1/31/2006 8:24 am

I've been there... It's so very hard to say no, even though you have to. I've given in numerous times. Great post!

bardicman 51M

1/31/2006 8:23 pm

aascrompn - hard to say no. meaningless to to.. Thank god it happens sometime

I am not dead yet

angelofmercy5 60F
17881 posts
2/2/2006 1:08 pm

That was beautiful...and I've been there.

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