All that u cant leave behind (reprise)  

barbiebunny 38F
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9/29/2005 2:33 am

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All that u cant leave behind (reprise)

All that u cant leave behind. Jun 16, 2005 5:06 pm
Mood: exanimate, 2538 views
You all have the experience..ure cruising the net and all of a sudden a new mail hits your inbox. Theres a name on it that only is trouble or brings u worse emotional pain. You severed ties to move on to get out of their chaotic world only they just wont stop writing even after uve ignored them...their guilt that they've done u wrong haunts them..theyre working on the "steps" and brag about their new enlightenment. ON THEIR TIME SCHEDULE DEMANDING LIKE A CHILD TO BE HEARD NOW.

Now im not baggin on the AA process its helped many people... but i also think emotionally manipulative bloodsuckers prey on good people with these tools too. Im bagging on this dude.

So you know out there kiddies, one of my fatal flaws as the Blonde Crusader, is my boy radar is severely OFF.

Yes my body tingles, I feel sparks...ONLY WITH SOCIOPATHS! YES, Im like a drug sniffing dog for the true whacks. Superhero powers again...

Yes, Forked up isnt it??!! Bit cruel of the Auto Pilot to do that...So ive learned to switch it off and fly alone with the force and forget that autopilot stuff.. Its served me MUCH BETTER.

But in this case I wanted to believe my skewed autopilot again.. so I went there.. I think we sometimes forget why we do things and have to do them again only to be painfully reminded WHY we stopped in the first place.

I debated long and hard to respond to the letter, but he asked for the friendship back that he had blown to bits. The question here was do I want this chaotic and unstable person back in my life....that yanks my emotions around that lies doesnt tell the full truth...hummm answer....

HELL NO! Ill take the apology but im not stupid to let the fox back in the henhouse.

So I stood up for my needs and told him to not contact me AGAIN. (blocked his new addy again)This time.. I let the freight train pass this station. Sometimes all u can do with people is get off the tracks. But it still pisses me off that they force me back on them in the first place.

~B


Its good to be...ME


rm_REDROO1313 47M
33 posts
9/29/2005 6:29 pm

good on ya for getting that over with, painful as it is sometimes it needs to be done...
meanwhile,back at the ranch... I gotta do that my damn self


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