Questions and Answers  

babybuttman 70M
13 posts
2/8/2006 7:27 am

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3/8/2006 10:03 am

Questions and Answers

Thanks, everyone, for your comments. Now that I've got my past history out of the way, I'll continue by asking myself some important questions:

Am I gay?: Since I don't find most men appealing, especially the big, hairy bear types, I'd have to say, no. I look and act straight. However, I do have a feminine side that comes out when I'm playing with my toys, that enjoys having 'her' nipples pinched and her ass caressed and then penetrated as she moans "Oh you big cock! You're f*cking me so good!"

Am I straight?: I love women, no doubt about it. Especially the well rounded ones, with nice big boobs and full round asses. That is, up to a point. When they become obese and let themselves go physically, like my wife has done, then there's little there that turns me on. Same goes for those skinny model or butch body builder types. A complete turn off, no matter how pretty their face is. So, I'd have to answer, mostly straight.

Am I Bi-sexual?: Finally, I'll have to admit to myself that yes, I am bi-sexual. Why? Because given the right circumstances, with the right person, I will have sex with another man. Although most men would never admit to it, I think they've had at least some thoughts in this area, although they never acted upon it. Example: Although Tom Cruise is a very good lookng guy, I can't imagine having sex with him. Michael J. Fox, on the other hand, turns me on for some reason. I remember this one movie he was in, where there was a brief shot of him naked, taken from behind. When I saw his cute little ass jiggling, I was thinking "Man, would I love to get my hands on that!"

Am I ashamed or guilty over what I am and what I'm doing?: Partly yes, because of the moral values society has imposed on me over the years, and what it would do to my wife if she ever found out. On the other hand, I have this burning compulsion and desire within me that she cannot or will not satisfy. So I mitigate it by swearing to myself that I won't endanger her by playing the field with every gay gay in town, only with the right one, the safe one. In fact, if she had an affair herself, it would be ok. I just don't want to know about it.

What are my fantasies?: Well, my number one, would have to be where I'm with this couple, and I'm doing her doggie style, while he's doing me in the ass. I'm alternately thrusting my hips against her ass, and then back towards his cock, until we all cum together in a panting heap on the bed. My second, would be where I meet this sexy, seductive woman and we go to her motel room. It's not until we're in bed that I discover that it's really a 'him' in disguise! I really enjoy humping 'her' in the ass, then having 'him' do the same to me.

Btw, I have made contact with an 'honest man' who I'm hoping will turn out to be the one I'm looking for. Unfortunately, with our schedules, the chances of our ever getting together look slim.

That's all for this session, friends. I'll write more tomorrow.


saddletrampsk 55F

2/8/2006 9:35 am

Very interesting..hope you get what you want sweety..


Deepthroat215 53M
328 posts
2/8/2006 3:35 pm

yes, very interesting


CREAMYPUDDLES 54F
108 posts
2/25/2006 2:16 am

****(first notice's other woman replying and thinking to myself, who cares if he's bi, straight, or gay....he's a person)***
Hi buttman,
Thank you for the comments on my blog, but I'm still looking for the quiz you want me to take....
Creamypuddles


babybuttman 70M

2/27/2006 5:32 am

    Quoting CREAMYPUDDLES:
    ****(first notice's other woman replying and thinking to myself, who cares if he's bi, straight, or gay....he's a person)***
    Hi buttman,
    Thank you for the comments on my blog, but I'm still looking for the quiz you want me to take....
    Creamypuddles

Hi Creamy, good to see you again. The puzzle is a secret way for you to contact me, and is located in my "Thoughts for the day" post. Or you can just e-mail me on AdultFriendFinder. And yes, I am a person, but a very horny person.


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