Why did I start with the penis, hmmmmmmmmmm?  

axne39_3 50F
7 posts
6/26/2006 4:23 am

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Why did I start with the penis, hmmmmmmmmmm?

This is my first real blog and hopefully the first of many. I woke up this morning at 4:30 am, tossing and turning. I had an epiphany. Why not join AdultFriendFinder and use it as an idea depository. God knows I possess too many ideas as it is.
So I joined, made my little intro and stuff. Took the personality test of course and quickly clicked the blog. I was going to write about a velvety rose I saw in my backyard, then I got really pissed off. And when that happens, I usually think about...penis.
Seriously, I have a lot to say about it. First, I applaud all you men out there, it must be nice to have something to hold on to, whenever, wherever. Speaking as a woman, we try to find that very same thing and the boobs don't work...too squishy.
Actually, we get the bad end of the stick when it comes to arousal. Nothing grows substantially on us at those times. Men are lucky to have a real third eye, pun intended. I don't think there are too many women out there who get spontaneously wet when they see a nice looking man either.
I've loved only one penis in my whole life. I'd play with it, even when if was soft and little, I loved it so much. This was 11 years ago. He was the only man who FELT me orgasm, because he was the only man who kept coming back. He gave me time to find my orgasm, the position, the methods, the "whatever" it took. Note to all you one night stand womanizers, boy did you miss out.
Anyway, we used to do it 4 or 5 times a day, it's a wonder I didn't get pregnant. Everytime I had an orgasm with him inside me we were doing it doggie-style. Yep, my ass in the air paid off and everytime I came, I would say, "here it is baby". So I fell in love.
Of course it didn't last and that was my fault. I was far too controlling. I can finally say, over a decade later, I screwed up. But that man is special forever. I hope he looks back on me fondly. I don't think he knows that he is the only person on earth who has felt my orgasm.
He was my first and last. So today, I look back at all of the men who've had their penises inside me and I can laugh to myself because only one man has ever truly fucked me.
So the men after him, well, they are like the men before him. They've wanted purely sex, they didn't want to fuck. I'm looking for a man I can fuck/love again. Who will be the second man in my life?

rm_PurryKitty2 49M/51F
9753 posts
6/26/2006 5:04 am

Good luck in your search!

Welcome to the blogs

Purry {=}


Gossip_Anyone 42F

6/26/2006 5:05 am

I never thought i'd find one either. Mine just happens to live in greece so it will be fall before i can enjoy, but you can't go around comparing every guy to the one that got away or you'll never find him. Just enjoy the men who WILL take the time to notice.

golfstudmuffin 73M/52F

6/26/2006 5:08 am

This is the very first time I have read or even responded to a blog..All new to me. I enjoyed reading your story and can appreciate it as well. We men think you women have it made cause you have what men want.
Fortunately, Im good in this dept and dont feel I have been cheated with "fucking". As I have gotten older only a small number of women can "get me off". No matter how long we do it. So in some respect I am alittle like you. Have tried many but few can pull my trigger.
You should continue to read as it was truthful and interesting.
Doggy style is 90% of the way I reach the heights I desire...

VATraveler1948 69M

6/26/2006 5:20 am

There are some serious disadvantages to having a penis. Don't get me wrong, I love having one and I play with it frequently. The biggest disadvantage is that it often takes over the thinking process at the most inopportune times and can result in the most embarrassing incidents.

Welcome to the Blogs, I hope that you enjoy blogging. There are some very creative people here and I think you are going to fit right in. Now, do you have any openings that I might be able to fill?

somethingelse40 76M
14676 posts
6/26/2006 5:23 am

It gets better and it gets worse. Take heart!

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