Making Love  

artsyfox 44F
1482 posts
9/1/2006 8:14 pm
Making Love

Making Love

I truly wish that I had the chance to make love to a few men here on A FF. Some simply because they look so good others because of their sweet loving care that they have shown for me. Not a mercy fuck by any means. but I believe that their sweet loving natures would come through in their lovemaking. I feel it sometimes the deep yearning to be held and touched, taken to new heights.

I want to be teased and tantalized into Orgasming over and over. I want to know what it feels like to come over and over my body trembling with both pleasure and exhaustion. I have waited a long time first because I was stood up so many times, then due to my own poor self esteem. I have had several men lately been helping me rebuild my self esteem. Partly due to the fact that they have stuck with me and been my friends when I needed it. Another reason was because they have let me know how much they enjoy me. I mean Me as a whole person, not just wanting to fuck me. Thought I must admit in all honesty that there is some element of that there as well.

I don't know how things will turn out but I can tell you that I have been getting worse in my craving for loving touch. And yet my self restraint for unwanted touch has become non existent. As someone on my b-day found out. I am a touchy fee-lie sort of person however if I don't invite or like the touch I have a tendency to not say much, however this last time I did.I feel lately like some guys are getting too possesive. I am trying to learn to deal with it.

I am now gonna stop my ramblings...I don't think I have anything more to do or say.

ArtstyFox #

"We are, each of us angels with only one wing; and we can only fly by embracing one another."
Luciano de Crescenzo

ZZ_Todd 60M

9/2/2006 9:47 am

I get a similar feeling about some of the women I interact with...

artsyfox replies on 9/2/2006 3:39 pm:
What Todd? Possesiveness? Or wanting to make love or both?

ZZ_Todd 60M

9/2/2006 6:37 pm

to be possessed... and loved.

artsyfox replies on 9/3/2006 1:13 am:
But to be held lightly never needing to fear that the grip you are held in will crush you.

digdug41 50M

9/2/2006 8:00 pm

artsy dont let no one do anything you aint feeling and you make sure they know that shit to thanks for coming by and letting me know you changed your profile and name and all I thought that was very sweet enjoy the rest of your weekend luv

roaming the cyber streets of blogland

artsyfox replies on 9/3/2006 1:19 am:
You too sweetie, remember the future may be unknown, however we already know what is in our past. Going forward is often scary but staying behind is more than being stuck, its boring.


Bluesguy1962 55M
98 posts
9/2/2006 11:23 pm

That was what so many of us want and I was definitely able to relate to it...I see once again you are a truly classy lady..

artsyfox replies on 9/3/2006 1:15 am:
Hugs Blues and thank you sweetie. I appriciate this more than you know. I was rather nasty last night and I am sorry I just have felt overwealmed alot latly as you see by this post. plus I don't tend to give my trust easily. As a matter of fact only 5 people I belive have my trust. meabe 6

delightful_imp 53F
533 posts
9/3/2006 11:54 pm

Hugs and wonderful that you're rebuilding your self esteem. I would have never guessed it in the room as you are friendly and funny and outgoing.

Hugs to ya..

I am not naughty, I am not naughty, I am not naughty, I am not na... Who am I kidding? Yes I am. lol.

artsyfox replies on 9/4/2006 4:11 pm:
hugs hun and thanks!

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