ok, ambi, what the hell do you want out of life?  

ambidext 50M
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8/21/2005 10:56 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

ok, ambi, what the hell do you want out of life?

It's a time of reevaluation. It's a time of transition for me. I'm redefining what makes me happy, having lost that which I once knew would do the trick. I can't have that back, so, what else is on the shelves?

I'm looking for friends.

I'm looking for more, but only if it has the right chemistry.

I'm looking for someone to go play golf with. Someone to play music with, or at least go listen to music with. Someone to stay up all night in a park and talk philosophy with. Someone to enjoy cool summer nights with. Someone to camp with. Someone to talk with. Someone to who while discovering me will help me rediscover myself with.

Someone who will not be judgmental. Someone who will not need me over all else - someone who can be self-sustaining, but is willing to tag along to find out if one person plus one person somehow adds up to more than two people.

(I'm not talking about having children - I already have the best two in the world and do not want to sire any more. not that I'm turned off by women who have children either - anyone who knows me personally says I'm the best father they've ever seen. I love kids, have always been good with kids from my days as a portrait photographer to my days hanging out with my kids at the various day cares they have been in, including running one out of our house.)

(I'm also not talking about threesomes - but am willing to be open about it

Someone who is comfortable in their own skin.

Someone who while not being completely shallow in their relationships is also not looking to marry either. Someone, who like me, just wants to live for today. Tomorrow may hold whatever, but living with a goal for tomorrow is an empty existence. That's not to say I'm totally hedonistic. Sometimes, the best way to enjoy today is to dream for tomorrow.

Someone who loves to screw around, but someone who doesn't take it to be the most serious thing in the world. Someone who isn't a 16 year old virgin, looking forward toward that first sexual experience as the defining moment in their lives. Someone who, instead, may just want to screw around tonight. Or go bowling. Or go hit a bucket of golf balls. Or just watch TV. Then screw around. Maybe all night. Maybe just for a quick scratch of the itch. Maybe just to please me, or maybe just to please her. Someone who doesn't look at every sexual experience to be judged against the porno-erotic standards our society puts on "what sex should be," as if screwing around was an Olympic event to be judged and rated.

Now here's the kicker. I think I'm finally starting to realize that I don't necessarily need all of these things in one person.

Anyone willing to apply for any or any combination of the positions listed above should contact me, and include a resume and salary requirements.

rm_songbird5419 63F
305 posts
8/21/2005 8:11 pm

yikes...all I can say is have you been reading my mind??

If you are strong and push through the pain and the fear, you often find that happiness is waiting for you on the other side.

CuriousAries67 51F

10/16/2005 9:11 pm

Ambidext~ What a wonderfully thought out, well put wish list.

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