.... And now we're back to step 1  

alone2long2005 48M
29 posts
8/23/2006 3:05 pm

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8/24/2006 5:17 am

.... And now we're back to step 1

Ya'll know I went into this thing with a 3-pronged attack plan: patch, gum, and xanax. I thought I had the bases covered. The patch would take care of the basic need; the gum would handle the sudden need for a nicotine 'spike', and the xanax would help if stress, anxiety, depression, or anger should prove to be a trigger.

I wasn't prepared for 'happy'!

It blindsided me, I swear! Met a fellow AdultFriendFinder-er last nite; had a great time; and as soon as I started home got waylaid with a desire to smoke. With the happy, cheerful, all-is-right-with-the-world mindset I was in, I was caught completely off-guard and caved.

Oh, well. They say when a horse throws you to get right back up on it again. I'm not goin down that easy. And now I know what to defend against, so they won't get me so easy next time!

herupakhered 42T
40 posts
8/23/2006 3:59 pm

I'm back to step 1 myself. I need to get deadly serious and try something like 2 out of your 3 prongs (I'm not a fan of antidepressants) or I'll end up ruining all the dental work I'm about to get.

alone2long2005 replies on 8/23/2006 6:25 pm:
At the risk of sounding like a commercial (and thus suffering the wrath of the AdultFriendFinder moderators), I highly recommend the nicoderm CQ patch. For me, it seemed to work better than the generic brand and I really do believe they put something extra in there to help you keep your cool. Their commercials hint at it, but don't come right out and say it.
Good luck to ya, brother... hope you beat the lil bastards!

NiceLady1957 62F

8/23/2006 4:35 pm

I have to ask..having met a fellow friend finder and having a great time...did the great time include sex...and did you always smoke after sex?

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