lost my soul  

allisgone2 41M
2 posts
6/12/2006 7:44 pm

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7/5/2006 3:59 am

lost my soul

it happened 8 months ago this thing i can't forget
i crawled in to a bottle and have not came out since. this life it seams to me means nothing, all the pain i feel is to much to take. i never wanted to live like this and now i will stop it.

they kicked me off of this site cause of my suicidal hate and now i am back to tell the story of my death.. i have a few things to do before the end then i will end it and not have to live again

Shelly_Marie 45F

6/12/2006 9:30 pm

If it happened 8 months ago, it must really be hard to forget. I always tell myself that if I am all that I have then that is all I need, and that I would never commit suicide because if everyone else can be happy then so can I.....

rm_BigDnLady 44M/42F
1140 posts
6/12/2006 9:35 pm

baby, I am praying that you don't mean this literally. I am hopeful that you are meaning it in a recreative sense. Nothing is never that bad. Suicide is selfish. You don't have the right to take a life, not even your own!! Live, sweetie!! You need someone to talk to I am a good listener!!


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