part 2  

allisgone 40M
12 posts
5/24/2006 1:53 am

Last Read:
5/25/2006 11:45 pm

part 2

so i have heard it said you cant go home? but why go home? is that not a better question?
any way so one with my story right?.. so where to start? i guess i will try to start from the beginning. the beginning,,,,, well have you heard
the saying that you only find true love once in a life time??
well i heard it... so if that is true then i found that one true love .. i had it and then it was gone, ripped out of my soul my heart torn a part my life left with nothing. all is gone now and i have nothing left to live for..
she was my life my dream my hole, and now she is gone...............
there is nothing left for me, no love, no life, no anything...
I am going to die soon i have already picked the date, lol did you now that one? no you did not did you.
so here i sit getting my last things in order ready to go and do it...
have you ever looked at a 38 caliber and wondered if it would hurt?

sportsfan362436 48F

5/24/2006 2:25 am

Well... for those of us reading... I can't seem to find the beginning. Did you perhaps leave it somewhere, and forget it? You will do whatever it is that you choose to. However, being the survivor of a very cherished, loved one taking his life, I can tell you... it is the ultimate selfish act possible.
If you choose to only see your life as not worth living without her, how did you manage to live before she became your world?
Personally, I don't believe that love is a feeling... but rather a commitment. But I am a strange and unique female, and have many odd thoughts. Just know that although you'll do whatever it is you choose to, unfortunately (for you... lol) you'll have to read my typings along the way!

*Smiles, kisses n hugz*

Become a member to create a blog