Will It Happen??  

aascrompn 43M
6957 posts
9/4/2006 8:19 pm

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10/18/2006 8:24 am

Will It Happen??


I'm watching Everybody Loves Raymond... He just proposed to Debra... She and her mother are going over arrangements already. This makes me wonder. Will this ever be my reality?

I'm 32, and although I'm still not considered old, I'm not considered young either. Again, I'm going to be all alone.

This weekend, I pissed everybody that I had in my life off. I pissed the girl across the pond off. We will probably never, ever talk again. This is the day after I pissed the girl who actually chose me off. She actually chose me over somebody that she's wanted for a very long time, and I still managed to fuck it all up.

So, now, I'm standing back at square one... again! I watch this TV show and I laugh. It really is quite amusing. The shit this guy gets himself into is totally me! However, at the same time, I wonder if this will ever happen for me. I'm wondering if my mouth will ever be quite enough to actually impress a lady.

Sigh... I'm just not sure it's going to work out for me and the whole family thing... Maybe I'm just bred to have sex (not having that either...)

~ AAS

rm_xxSpecialKxx 47F
1614 posts
9/6/2006 11:59 am

Maybe you are lol seriously have you ever actually taken a few secs out before the fuck up scnearios to think about what it is your acually wanting to say yourself and hear from them?/ what i mean is i have seen 1st hand and threw friends etc people messing stuff up purely wading on in on something without a thinking which straight away gets the others defences up & Hostility builds and so on things just go from bad to worse and eventually disaster
The same situation with different approach very different outcome i dont know the in s and outs of why you piss people off so much mayeb its becauze you always so negative about yourself why i dont know you have the best arseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee on this site fot startersssssssss lol and if you pisseed me offf id make you stand naked in corner with your back to me forrrrrrrrr your punishment
mwahhh hope it sorts itself Out and you feel better about stufff soon big hugs xxxxk


aascrompn replies on 9/7/2006 7:45 pm:
Sweetie!!! I sooooo am in love w/ you! I can't tell you how many times I went to your profile to stare at that ass! You are right! I will be ok, but it really just sucks to lose a British friend that really meant the world to me! Now, I hope that I can gain you as a friend, b/c I really so very badly want to stare at your ass again!

~ AAS

Lucent_C 57F

9/7/2006 7:09 pm

Hey you!!! Are you bitchin' again? lol Don't worry so much about your mouth - you have that ASS!!! Shit, you're building a house, you have my phone number...lol, what more do you want?!?? Really tho' it'll happen - make it manifest, without trying so hard!

tillerbabe----->His_babygurl-------> Lucent
- evolution is constant.


aascrompn replies on 9/7/2006 7:47 pm:
Oh my! I heard you were out and about again! I heard you had a blog going!!! I just heard it tonight. What I can say is that everytime I view your pics, I get scared beyond blief! Holy shit, hot! Damn nice arms... Damn nice legs (of which would crush me)... Fucking hot all the way around... I'll be puting my phone to use very soon from now... I've missed you.

~ AAS

rm_xxSpecialKxx 47F
1614 posts
9/11/2006 11:17 am


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