What to say?  

aascrompn 43M
6957 posts
8/11/2006 11:19 am

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What to say?

What do you say, when you just have nothing to say??

I sit here and wonder all day long... I wonder why life happens the way that it does. I wonder why people come and go out of our lives... This, right now, is the biggest one on my mind.

I have a couple of very important people that have either separated from me, or are in the middle of doing so.

My best female friend has pretty much kicked me to the curb. At first, I felt very bad about this. It all happened when I used another company, rather than her, to process the loan for my house. She didn't like a comment I made about her new roomate (and new best friend). I believe that the two of them are a bad combination for each other. The roomate is only 20, and acts like it. I know of other 20 year olds that are wise beyond their years. This girl brings out the child in my best friend. She is now really immature, and she won't listen to advice from others. She missed her (on a break) boyfriends b-day yesterday. She completely forgot it. He called me in tears not understanding why she would do this. I have now made up my mind that I don't want to be associated with this type of person. She is self-centered and is just a bitch. She is now cold as hell and I just am done with her. That's a relief.

The other person that is possibly walking out of my life is my former 'Boomerang Bitch'. This time, when I threw her, she just kept on flying. I'm not exactly sure what I could even possibly say or do to correct this, as the boomerang has pretty much set it's own course and seems to be locked on autopilot on a tangent not equal to mine. I know there were some very tough decisions that were made, but again, I was not in that final plan. Do I hurt? Yes. Was she everything that I was looking for? Yes. Was I to her? Apparantly, I was not everything she was looking for.

I've always believed you always learn something from every relationship you're involved with. It's a shame that my relationship with my best friend ended, as she really used to be a fun and caring girl. I've learned a lot from her, actually. I've learned so much from my Boomerang Bitch. I've learned that love can be real on the Internet. I've learned what qualities I'm looking for in a lady. She has helped me understand myself better than anyone has before. It's a shame things aren't working out.

So, this post really has said nothing. It's really just a bunch of fluff wraped up into these small paragraphs...


tracy_de_lacy 106F
9268 posts
8/11/2006 12:05 pm

well you shouldn't have thrown her then should ya. How many times did you expect her to come back??? Maybe you should go get her and say sorry for throwing her away.

Bye everyone, it was a blast

ArtisticTwist75 42F
2505 posts
8/11/2006 12:05 pm

If it helped you process then it had tons to say. And I'm glad to see it. I've been concerned for you. Sending you warm thoughts hun.


hornylilgirl78 107F

8/11/2006 12:21 pm

I, too, was worried, and glad to see that even if you don't know what to say, you're saying something.

As I've said before Aas...some people are meant to come into our lives for a period of time so that we may learn from them, lean on them, and teach them. It isn't necessarily meant to be forever. You said you've learned from both relationships. So whether this is the end or not, reflect back possitively on them as having fulfilled their purpose.

h Hornylil g


"As kinky as a cheap garden hose!"

Seriously_Real 49M

8/11/2006 12:30 pm

Oh yeah. Fluff. Whole lotta nothing. Bupkes. Jack squat. Nada.

Keep on saying nothing. It's something to see.

(Oh, and about that whole "learn from every relationship" thing....yeah. I am what I am because of what She was and what She did to me. I'm glad for it, now. I'd do it again to be who I have become. When you come out on the other side -- alone or not -- it's going to be worth it, too. Progress is sometimes imperceptible....)



8/11/2006 12:39 pm


just a squirrel trying to get a nut

jadedbabe78 107F

8/11/2006 4:17 pm

A reason, season, or a lifetime.....everyone who comes into our lives is one of those 3.

People change...some for the better or like your former BF, for the worse. You are right, you're better off without that crapola.

And as for your Boomerang....you have learned what you want and know what you seek. You're at a crossroads in your life where your growth is ready to expand, if that makes any sense.

Hugs to you.

Fluff...pffft, some fluff is usually the best at analyzing life.

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