aascrompn 43M
6957 posts
7/12/2006 8:16 pm

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10/18/2006 7:45 am


So here I am. It's 11 at night and I'm bored outta my mind. I've been scanning some blogs trying to get caught back up, and trying to stay out of the bar, as I'm pretty tired of it.

I can't say that I've not been a little stressed out. I can say that I'm handling my stress a hell of a lot better and have had next to zero anxiety in the least... I'm stressed a little about my future house. I'm stressed a little about my best friend (who's currently being a bitch). I'm stressed a little about y Come Back Girl.

My house really isn't all that big of a deal. It's not even broken ground yet. I think I'll be doing great when that whole thing starts. It's the waiting for all the damn applications to be completed, faxed, emailed, etc... I hate waiting...

My best friend cut me off at the bar last night and I got pretty pissed off. She lets her other friends party till they fall over, but I'm starting to feel as if I'm being fuckin baby sat! I just don't like the double standard!! So, she's not called me today, nor have I her... I don't plan on calling her anytime soon, as again, she's being bitchy. I'm sure she will be calling me next week, however, when she needs help moving into her new home! I let her leave a couple of voice mails!

My Come Back Girl... The only stress that I have with her is that I simply can't be with her. We've come up with certain times that we are going to take this. In other words, we are not going to rush into this too much. With her current situation, it's best not to make too many quick decisions on anything. I like that we're taking it slow, as I certainly don't want to fuck this up. I've waited for 32 years for something extremely meaningful, and it's that so far! Our decision was to keep IM'ing and emailing for a while. If things down the road are as good, or better, we'll arrange a meet...

I'm also now stressing b/c I'm questioning whether or not I'm going to be good enough. I'm a little shorter than her. We are from different sexual backgrounds. Will she get bored w/ my style? I need to get into better shape. Am I sucsessful enough for what she's looking for? Will she really deal w/ me having a 2" penis?? Yes, I'm a little rattled...

So, I'm taking out all my stresses on this bloody blog of mine. You guys are stuck reading it! Sorry!!

~ AAS (under a little stress)

Notfunanymore 106F
10289 posts
7/12/2006 10:06 pm

"Some timey" friends get on my nerves.......
~~ That's why I don't have them.

Good luck man.

aascrompn replies on 7/13/2006 7:59 am:
Thanks! Maybe I should try that!

funintheday2006 57M
9659 posts
7/13/2006 12:35 am

First time here mate. I know of who you speak and if you are of like minds I wish you good fortune. She is indeed a worthy and wonderful ambition.

aascrompn replies on 7/13/2006 8:02 am:
Welcome... How do you know who I speak of (just out of curiosity). I'm pretty sure we are both of like minds... you'd have to ask her, however. She is that, and thank you!

fantasylover_05 63M

7/13/2006 7:59 am

Stress is not always a bad thing my Friend... sometimes it motivates us to take action which we might otherwise have ignored!

It sounds like you have a decent perspective on the stress and venting it here is a great idea!

Congrats on the house!!! (sorry.. haven't been around for a bit so it is a bit belated congrats!)

Best of luck my Friend

aascrompn replies on 7/13/2006 8:04 am:
FL05 - Welcome! I've not ventured off of my blog at all, so we're even... actually I owe you a visit now! lmao - Thank you very much about the house! I'm quite excited...

funintheday2006 57M
9659 posts
7/13/2006 8:59 am


aascrompn replies on 7/13/2006 1:18 pm:
Ah... well if you saw that post, you would be right... I thought it was down by now. Yes, you would be correct. It's all good, just didn't know, until very recently, about you visiting her blog.

ArtisticTwist75 42F
2505 posts
7/13/2006 9:45 am

If it's right, you'll be more than good enough AAS. My current man is shorter than I (hell at 6 feet, many men are shorter) We are exact opposites and yet it's the best thing I've had. We too, emailed, IMed, and talked on the phone for a long time before we met and it made that meeting seem like we had been together a long, long time. Don't stress... it sounds like you two are laying a great foundation.


aascrompn replies on 7/13/2006 1:23 pm:
She tells me that she wants me... for me! I keep scratching my head, but wtf, ya know?? Cool! I find her wildly exciting! I can't believe it's happening, but I am very happy. Here's hoping we're both right!!


SweetDarlinAngel 40F
2996 posts
7/14/2006 10:37 am

Deep breath buddy ... relax ... that's all you can do. if you continuously worry over the "what if's" you'll never find happiness or comfort in the "right now's" ...

Calm down, inhale slowly ... all things I have to do on occassion myself. Trust me, panic attacks are no joking matter and my friend are working yourself up for one very quickly!



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