Good night all...  

aascrompn 43M
6957 posts
8/26/2006 3:27 pm

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10/18/2006 8:21 am

Good night all...

I love when people pick up on my games... I have them, you do as well, but mine are really very dark.

I'm actually very glad that I've been found out. I'm happy to know that I could not hurt anybody else. There was once a girl from london... She was great! We had numerous topics to discuss. She found out who I really was (a flaming alcoholic), and was very good with it...
The only reason why we never worked out was b/c she had better options... She has a life of which is too hard to leave. I understand it and respect it.

What happened next? I met somebody else... I met a girl that was very understanding of my nature, until love came into play. Do I blame her? No! The last responce I had from her was, "You know I can't talk to you when you are like this..." I can't ever hide who I really am... It's really good to find out what people really think of you...

I will not continue! I am now done... I can't act like I'm ok w/ either option... I just am not..

I love you all!


Seriously_Real 49M

8/26/2006 4:41 pm

You're not getting away that easily, young man.

When you're ready, call me.


Addy19742 44F

8/27/2006 5:24 pm

You know you have to hang on. Please hang on! My dad is a recovering alcoholic and was sober many years, fell off the wagon, and is now sober again. I battled anorexia. So it seems that addiction runs in my family. Just know it takes going to the edge and sometimes losing everything before one gets help. You know my father lost his family and he finally realized that they were so much more important than the addiction. I truly don't think I would be here today without help. I was on a crash course to no where. If you need to talk let me know. It sounds to me like you have several people who love you what to help.

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