_RoSe_ 48F
816 posts
9/10/2006 12:14 am

Last Read:
9/12/2006 8:30 pm


I thought about you today. Emotions rushed in like a tidal wave. You would think by now that I could deal with it. I wonder how long it will take till the pain goes away. I wasn't ready to let you go. I watched you suffer for so many years, and often thought you leaving would be better for you. No more pain for you. The selfish side of me wants to bring you back. I was angry that you had to leave me. First time in my life I wish I had brothers and sisters, someone to share the memories with. Someone that understood. You gave me advice for everything. Wisdom and understanding. Even when I stumbled and fell because I went my own way and didn't listen, you were always there to pick me up and let me know that you loved me. You truly were my rock. I wonder if I told you how great of a mother you were. Did I tell you that you instilled values in me that have kept me till this day. I have made some bad choices in life, and I know I disappointed you in so many ways. You were what kept me steady though. You never let me drift away to far. Since you have been gone I have felt lost. Not sure where to go for direction. I try to rely on the wisdom you always gave me. I have come across some difficult roads lately, and not sure I have ever felt the void of you being gone like I do now. I miss you so very much. It was always you and me. A single mother with an only child. You taught me so many things. Things that will not be forgotten. I love you mom.

"A life without passion is not a life; it is merely an existence."

pipercat2000 57M

9/10/2006 12:49 am

Perfect last sentence...

GoddessOfTheDawn 106F
11240 posts
9/10/2006 1:04 am

what a beautiful tribute

she knows....

rm_passion7523 52M
2931 posts
9/10/2006 3:44 pm

beautifully written, u touch my heart rose mothers are oh so beautiful and irreplaceable ,i felt so badly sitting on the airstrip 9 sep (the plane delayed for 3 hours learning my mum had just fallen over and broken her shoulder, she is such a rock that i was shocked and felt so helpless thank god my brother was there to take her to the hodpital poor mum was in so much pain, mum does so much for me i will definately feel lost without her,,feeling for you....Rose hugs

Roper4aCowgirl 58M
31 posts
9/10/2006 8:20 pm

Very, very nice darlin. I lost mine two years ago. I love your posts.


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