WhyteRavenne 42F
106 posts
5/12/2006 11:45 pm

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5/18/2006 7:51 pm


I freaked out, yesterday. I am finally getting everything I wanted. I’m sure it’s due to my extreme perseverance (actually, I doubt it). However, now that I have a couple of really wonderful people that want to be a part of my life, I feel like running like a scared rabbit. A squirrel, up a tree, never to be seen again. I also have learned to be strong and put on the block. I find myself still itching to remove all the name of the people that either didn’t make the cut, or really pissed me off, in hopes maybe it was me. So.. now what?

What’s with the resume of lust? I talked with this older gent the other day, and it sounded like I was going for a job interview. Who am I, what do I like, where do I see myself 5 years from now. It was quite freaky.

smackyman 47M
3849 posts
5/13/2006 8:30 pm

Sometimes when we get what we have been wishing so long for that it scares us. That it is really coming true. We've built it up in our minds so much that we run away from the dream that has come true. And if we do embrace it then we don't know what to dream of from now on??

dreamstate1 48M

5/16/2006 10:11 am

^^^ Agreed, I was the same way when I got what I was wishing for for years. Freaked the hell out of me.

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