Ego? Jealousy? Yep  

WhyteRavenne 42F
106 posts
8/14/2005 12:00 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Ego? Jealousy? Yep

No one can hurt your feelings, bruise your battered ego or make you more jealous than that wonderful thing called, YOU.

Ah, the inner self, so sweet, so tender. Just ripe for the picking of the EVIL, TERRIBLE mind and imagination!

I know, I know... I am the Mistress of my own fate... but, what if another mistress, who is smaller, tighter, prettier, or in my own mind, BETTER than me comes along?

I know that I'm a great person. I look great outside of the mommy body, which, I'm working on... I still have my youthful vitality and a wonderful mind, imagination and curiosity. SO, why do I allow myself to get into situations that allow me to beat my own ego into submission. I think it may just be a cruel (not sexy) masochist that lives inside of me.

Yes... I'll get over it... but, for now, I think I'm going to nurse this hurt... feel the jealousy and brutalize my tender heart!

For tomorrow... I'll still be here, I will still love me, and I will ALWAYS be number one.


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