Searching For Purpose  

WeaponsFighter 48M
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9/6/2006 3:51 am

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9/6/2006 11:51 am

Searching For Purpose

I have been here for a couple months, and sometimes, I ask myself, "Why do I come back each day?"

Some have called names while some are quite flattering. I get IM's from gay men telling me that "No" means "Yes", I just don't know it. How foolish of me! I have been told that I'm too intense, easy on the eyes, I speak over the top at times, and have been propositioned by a few, just before they turn into ghosts.

I have met two from here in person. One was very delightful, with whom I had a wonderful conversation, once the initial awkwardness passed. The other was, surprisingly, and old friend, with whom I am lucky to have as a friend again.

And though my pickiness has sent my celibacy into its fifth month (not normally something I share), my reward has come from the kind words from those, like the crudasing Safira, or the delicious and delightful bustybettyboop.

So to those that endeavor to see me as more than a number, I am truly thankful. To those that see my words as more than filler, I am humbled.

And to those that nay say, I say, "Of course I scare you. A riddle without an answer should be unnerving to you."

freetime648 53F

9/6/2006 5:47 am

I think it is enlightening to find someone who stays true to who they are throughout this site. I, for one, am one of those. I have met many people and each of them has said the same thing...I am who I am on and off AdultFriendFinder! I like your way and the way you write your blog.

Be Picky......I am too!

xx FREETIME648 xx

_Safira 54F
11260 posts
9/6/2006 8:51 am

KHAN ~ Crudasing??? Did you do that on purpose??? You know that bum of yours surely is a wonderful target for ... Oh nevermind. That aside. Thanks for the mention. The original title of my blog was Je Suis Qui Je Suis (I Am What I Am). Wouldn't it be nice if everyone could be that way? I love chatting with you ... You don't scare me one bit ... And any lady who's blessed to share your bed (and heart) will be a lucky goddess indeed. (Hey when you get to 31 months, my record, I might have some sympathy for you ~ not, of course, that you're looking for sympathy!) (I SEE that smirk!)

Stay True ... Never Settle! {=}

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