I'm here, I think  

Velocitor7 50M
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7/24/2006 1:25 am

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7/29/2006 12:38 pm

I'm here, I think

I feel the need, so deep in me. So long burried and not quite forgotten.

Why am I here? Connection.

I need it, yet no one around me sees or even has a hint. I live a life they think is so full. My life IS full, too full, because I cannot share all that I have to share with my mate.

I love. I love all people, all beings. I am a sexual being. I am not allowed to express these things, I am forbidden by my chosen mate.

I knew I would have to live like this, my love would get me through it. Sadly, I am human. I need connection, more of it.

I need to feel and smell and taste and revel in the perfect art that is woman. I can only do that outside my chosen life.

that is why I am here.

She might be here. Her. A connection. Someone to allow me to love and lust and live.

Why am I here?

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