I want, crave, desire, need SEX  

TurnLock 61M
454 posts
7/26/2006 6:08 pm

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I want, crave, desire, need SEX

I want, crave, desire, need SEX. With this desire, this need comes the question how can I get over the one man one woman concept that has kept me a faithful husband for 21 years? I can boldly say I’m not afraid to have sex, but it takes on a whole new feel for me. It’s like riding a bicycle for the first time in twenty years, what if I can’t maintain that balance and fall off? What if when presented the opportunity I don’t have what it takes to deliver.

I’m getting good at not having sex, my clearest memory of intercourse might have been this year, between January and February. My body was actually getting accustomed to having a hard on with no release. I need a balance between being horny and opportunity. I’m always horny at night alone at home. Convenient if subconsciously I don’t want to have sex. I know that I’m not that crazy. I could go out with the women that I’m pretty sure want to use me for our mutual pleasure, but I’m in no hurry to take them up.

It’s a paradox that I will resolve soon enough. I like talking to women on the phone. My kids have noticed that something odd has happened where I can be found on the phone talking to someone. That was their mother’s job. She is a talker, before unlimited long distance she was breaking me with all her lengthy long distance calls. Now we have to take turns using the phone. I enjoy being able to talk to someone about anything, non-sexual or sexual. I prefer the sexual talks, because Buddy gets to hang out and interact. As I have always stated a hard on is a good thing.

Talking wise I’m only good for 30 minutes maybe a little more. My day at work is only so exciting. We talk about every little thing, it’s not the depth of the conversation that keeps my interest. It’s the lively interaction of the conversations, we could be talking about pesticide and I could still enjoy the conversation if there is energy, enthusiasm in it.

amoldenough 71F
16436 posts
7/26/2006 6:56 pm

Turn, I haven't had sex for 15 or so years, except for a few weeks a couple of years ago when I was trying to put something back into my marriage that was no longer there. In this instance, my ex was no longer interested. I'm telling you this mainly to tell you that you can survive a dry spell. I hope it's not anywhere neas that long for you.

"Don't cry because it's over; smile because it happened."

TurnLock replies on 7/26/2006 7:06 pm:
Richard Pryor would always answer the question; when was the last time you had sex with "Last Night" When asked how much sex would it take to catch up after a long period I think he said "One Time" After 15yr you take that "One time" and catch up. I want you to have sex before I do, you deserve it. In my case Dec 31, 2006 I plan to hire a skilled cocksman to address my dry spell. The best that Las Vegas has to offer, Daddies getting a special christmas gift.

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