Why do I bother?  

TseranWyrm 43M
31 posts
5/12/2005 8:34 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Why do I bother?

Sometimes you have to just look at what you are doing in your life and ask why DO I bother? I try to meet people, to see if maybe I can start something new in my life after losing the old. I try to go out and get into the mix, to see if I can be seen and maybe make a connection. And in the end, all I find is that I arrive where I started. Sometimes I even arrive further back then when I started. It makes me wonder if it is all worth it in the end. Maybe I can find something to take my mind off this. Maybe not.

GoddessOfTheDawn 106F
11240 posts
5/16/2005 9:02 am

there's no reason
to the things that I do

others laugh at me
and my futile attempts

I wrap my feelings
around others who don't care

I wish I could disappear
vanish in a ~puff~ of smoke

I wrap a caring arm
around a lonely shoulder

Those times
are the times I know
why I'm doing all of it

hope you have found or will find something soon

TseranWyrm 43M
14 posts
5/16/2005 6:04 pm

Thank you Goddess, for reminding me of something I had forgotten. I just pray I will not forget it again.

leah1469 42F

5/31/2005 3:40 pm

Its the "fool" that would through you away. I am so very sorry and pleading, on my knees, crawling across th floor to you. (wink)

tikamae 51F
2 posts
6/13/2005 10:58 pm

Hello old friend, not sure if you will remember me. Dont lose heart, if you do remember me you may remember how lost and hopeless I was one short year ago. Since taking the chance and moving on I seem to have blossemed. I have found some peace in my life, granted I am still alone, I may always be, but I am content with that, because I now have what was missing all along............Me!

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