Cyber v Reality  

Tiffy2u 60F
16 posts
3/31/2005 6:17 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Cyber v Reality

I sometimes hang out in chat rooms! There, I admitted it lol. Years ago I got started in chat by a friend in the UK who told me about virtual places chat. I downloaded it and got myself an 'avatar' and a nickname and away I went. There were a lot of different 'Rooms' which catered for almost anyone. You could sit your avatar in a room and chat to other people in there. I was fascinated by the relationships people developed in these fantasy rooms. People met, fell in love, got married and even had kids! It was online mostly but some of them met in real life.

It wasn't long before I was being propositioned by some of the men in the rooms. They would ask if I cybered. I honestly thought cyber was something to do with robots! A clued up friend explained to me what it meant in chat. OK, confession number two... yes I tried it! It was like roleplay in text while masturbating and it was quite exciting at the time. It is safe (no fear of getting an STD or pregnant!) I found it easy to roleplay things I had only ever secretly fantasized over before. I discovered a side of myself that I had subconsciously repressed. My submissive side.

I started going to BDSM rooms and soon acquired an online Dominant. He used to give me tasks to do in real life as well as online. I did them. I was fascinated with it all and all of a sudden things such as being shaven and not wearing panties to work became quite matter of fact. I discovered with his help all sorts of ways to have fabulous orgasms. Every day I looked forward to the time when I could receive some more 'training'. For the first time in my life I believed I was a sexy, sensuous woman and I loved it.

I think that when you believe those things your whole being exudes them. I noticed men in my day to day life were giving me a lot more attention than ever before. They would quite openly flirt with me and make very suggestive remarks. I loved it. I loved them looking at me, knowing they wanted me, desired me. I was HOT!

It didnt happen suddenly but over a period of time I found it harder and harder to become aroused by cyber. My body was screaming out for the one thing cyber cannot give... the sensation of being... touched. With my new found confidence I decided I wanted a taste of reality. I wanted to feel the tip of a mans tongue playing across my lips, my nipples, my clit... I wanted to feel submissive and act out my fantasies with someone tangible. I wanted to feel a hand come stinging down on my butt over and over... as I roleplayed being a schoolgirl. I wanted to feel a hard cock throbbing in my hand and mouth before being pounded with it. I wanted to feel my whole body go into spasm as the waves of orgasm washed over me. (phew, lol, this is making me hot!) So I made it happen.

I still visit chat rooms at times. I still indulge in a little cyber now and again, but the taste of reality is so sweet and I am not fat so why should I avoid the sweet stuff? LOL


keithcancook 61M
18138 posts
3/31/2005 4:55 pm

I found cyber to be less than fun. While I can spin a good yarn, it wasn't exciting me sexually with all that typing.

Succulente64 53M

6/29/2005 5:54 am

Very interesting. Sounds like ur a very balanced girl and have ur shit together although I find cyber a little droll after the novelty wears off,... u can't beat a good old fashioned 1 on 1.

1 post
7/6/2005 4:29 am

If you want the real stuff I could be your new tutor. There is nothing wrong with cyber however as you can turn it on and off at will.

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