Mobb Deep  

ThaRealLiv 44M
201 posts
5/28/2006 10:38 pm

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5/30/2006 8:15 pm

Mobb Deep

I'm amazed sometimes at the things that people fail to understand.

Secrets can tear a person apart inside.

It can make expression show up on your face that aren't even yours.

People sometimes look at you in disgust.

They assume that if you can't be upfront about every single aspect of your life that they are better than you.

I was the son of two families.

The war started before my birth.

I don't know all of it.

My mother went with the losing family.

He was running my whole life.

They always knew where he was.

Those who fuck society, need to be fucked!

There are certain aspects of certain businesses that provide a necessary function to the benefit of society.n

These business dealings are not in the interest of greed.

Yet, they must be held secret from certain institutions.

When these institutions become aware of these secrets, the businesses are no longer operational,

and society loses.

I love you Dad.

I need to go Home.


ThaRealLiv 44M

5/29/2006 1:23 am

I will likely not meet my real father until certain changes have taken place in tha world.

I've tried to find him before.

I was unsuccessful.

There are many Roy Penhales in New York.

If that's even where he is now.

No one knows his birthdate.

The search companies said a name is not enough.

He may know I am his son.

But I feel certainty in me that he will not come to me.

I feel him come in sometimes.


I've never met him.

He's gone now.

I can't explain this.

ThaRealLiv 44M

5/29/2006 1:27 am

The mob is not about money. It's about family. Also God.

ThaRealLiv 44M

5/29/2006 1:33 am

I just came back from a walk to the store to buy a submarine sandwwich and some smok ee eeh s.

Anyways, whatever. On my way home, I saw a sign at a bustop which had a picture of a woman saying skin cancer runs deep.

My first reaction was pphhhh. "well go cure it then."

I always wodered why these charity institions, and I'm not saying all, but, why do they come to us for money, yet they never cure cancer.

Where does the money go?


ThaRealLiv 44M

5/29/2006 1:36 am

I like to think I do this for the right reasons. The sign was right.

I think it does run deep.

ThaRealLiv 44M

5/29/2006 1:38 am

A true mob, invests in legitimate ethical businesses. Who will stay in business. Will you?

ThaRealLiv 44M

5/29/2006 1:40 am

Switching industries can often be enlightening. I need a smoke. For now. If you smoke, they stay in business.

ThaRealLiv 44M

5/29/2006 1:44 am

Are ther any RICH who research cancer?

ThaRealLiv 44M

5/29/2006 1:46 am

More importantly intelligent?
Anyways if it's legit, you'll probably keep it.

ThaRealLiv 44M

5/29/2006 2:02 am

I lost my smokes. Or maybe they were stolen. Ya bugger. Got no girl now. I gotta smoke. I know I need to quit. I don't need to be reminded of it. I mean there ARE better places to spend my money.

ThaRealLiv 44M

5/29/2006 2:05 am

I?'m pissed off now. Smoking is my comfort right now. s. no love=smoke
I'll quit when I can!!!

ThaRealLiv 44M

5/29/2006 2:07 am


ThaRealLiv 44M

5/29/2006 2:08 am

Giitin betta ,"only vegas!!!"

ThaRealLiv 44M

5/30/2006 11:31 am

The mob needs to work along side of politics for tha common good, but tha lines can't cross until everyone is legit biz.
Top dealers usually overtake the appropriate underdogs. The mob will not likely be legit until poor people don't have to sell drugs.
corporations need to invest in the people to stay in business!

ThaRealLiv 44M

5/30/2006 12:15 pm

Reeeeeelaaaaaaaa--AXEEeeeeeVerybody love Special K
Me frickin go now.

ThaRealLiv 44M

5/30/2006 8:15 pm

Also respect.

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