Whispers of the soul...  

Synn74 43F
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5/27/2006 7:40 pm
Whispers of the soul...

Today has been a rough day for me many many thoughts running through my head... hubby's away for a month..my best friend in the blog below is battling personal health issues possibly Cancer
yet he has no clue how much the thoought of losing him scares this woman...
yet going through it alone isn't fun for me...


"I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken".... Rascal Flatts " What Hurt's The Most"


Never has a song ripped through my soul like this one does everytime I hear Gary's vocals...

the words so haunting yet ring so true to apart of my life. A love forever lost ...one so close yet unattainable. There are so few who even know this place I am in...

The fear the hurt the need to want to protect him yet I can't...I can only tell him that I'm here for as long as he needs me..

I love him so very much...and I know despite everything he loves me too

And it's What Hurt's The Most

but...

I've never regretted a moment of him in my life...And I never will and as long as he is in my life I will be honored to have every new moment of our friendship

To MAB...Always here for you
And Always remember this as our song



Hurts The Most ~ Rascal Flatts
Lyrics

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do





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