Unexpected...  

Synn74 43F
1142 posts
3/12/2006 9:55 am
Unexpected...

Sometimes losing someone...brings you an unexpected gift...



I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house, that don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry
Every once in a while even though goin on with you gone still upsets me
There are days
Every now and again I pretend I'm okay but that's not what gets me

What hurts the most, was being so close
And having so much to say
And watchin you walk away
Never knowing, what could have been
And not seein that lovin you
Is what I was tryin to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still harder gettin up, gettin dressed, livin with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that i saved in my heart that I left unspoken

What hurts the most, is being so close
And having so much to say
And watchin you walk away
Never knowing, what could have been
And not seein that lovin you
Is what I was tryin to do

What hurts the most, was being so close
And having so much to say
And watchin you walk away
And never knowing, what could have been
And not seein that lovin you
Is what I was tryin to do

not seein that lovin you
that’s what I was tryin to do…
What Hurts The Most~ Rascal Flatts

* Dedicated to Christian Oliver Limpert 03/14/74- 02/05/06*

I've now lost 2 men in my life that I loved immensely...
Now there's one who has walked into my life unexpectedly...a wonderful friendship I have dreamed of finding

And the thought of him never knowing what he and our friendship means to me scares me so here is my way of telling him now
so forgive me if I hang on a little tight

Love you *S*




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Lioness_girl 46F
3494 posts
3/19/2006 5:10 am

Syn, I'm sorry for your two losses, but I do hope that the friendship that you are building with this other holds hope for you.

Lioness_girl

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Synn74 43F
1206 posts
3/13/2006 6:40 pm

ty Tiger he would have turned 32 tommorrow...
it has indeed been a hard loss for me



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TTigerAtty 63M

3/13/2006 5:37 pm

Synn74 - I'm sorry for your loss hon. I read your posting a little closer and realized Christian's death was very recently and at such a young age. My condolences!


Synn74 43F
1206 posts
3/12/2006 7:48 pm

nope Tiger it isn't

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TTigerAtty 63M

3/12/2006 7:35 pm

Nice pic! Is it you in that sunset pic? All the best!


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