About this guy..  

SxyCrazyCool 39F
633 posts
2/7/2006 6:42 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

About this guy..

I'm not sure what to write really.. cuz I'm not sure what's going on..

It's sort of confusing. At first I thought I was in love with him.. I probably was..
I don't really know what it is and I think it's better not to try and give a name to it, cuz that always only complicates things.
I feel very comfortable with him, at ease and relaxed.. He's very much to himself. And he's made it very clear that whatever it is that we have, isn't going to lead anywhere cos he doesnt do relationships.. The longest time he's kept a girlfriend is 3 months. Luckily I'm not considered to be a girlfriend or I'd have less than a month left.. On the other hand; I'm leaving for 5 weeks in about a month, so I guess that comes down to the same thing.. Ideally I'd be gone and he'll miss me like crazy during the time I'm away and when I come back he'll fall on his knees and tell me how much he's missed me.. .. or pick me up from the airport with a big huge bunch of roses or sth.. LOL hahaha but that's not very likely to happen..
A more realistic scenario will be that he'll find some other hot sexy chick on here and I'll be replaced and forgotten by the time I get back..

Life's a bitch and then you die..

Gosh however did I get so cynical? Life (men) does (do) that to a girl.. I still believe in my dream.. and some day it will come true.. This guy he really almost perfectly fits the profile (sofar) and it's very nice to be able to spend time with him.. It glides.. I feel at home when I'm with him.. Just as I do with my friends.. I don't have to be ashamed of anything and I love feeling his arms around me.. I love watching him when he sleeps he looks adorable when he sleeps.. and his skin is so soft! Like an angel..
He makes these really cute little sounds and he's got kissable pouty lips

I gotta be carefull not to smother him though.. He makes me wanna make breakfasti n bed for him, cook fancy meals.. make sure he gets enough vitamins.. etc.. I don't know if he feels as relaxed with me as I do with him.. It's as if I've known him for ages , like he's one of my friends (most of my close friends are guys) but then with extra benefits *wink* and no past history together to spoil with the sex..

Ow.. I gotta go now, but if I stay in a writing-mood i'll talk more later

Darkpassion 58F

2/7/2006 8:47 am

Enjoy it while it lasts., don't think of the end. If he is for you he may play while you're away but if he feels as comfortable as you do he'll be back for more as soon as you return. Have a great time and go with the flow.

ariesbabe1000 50F

2/7/2006 12:21 pm

I know exactly how u feel....going through the same stuff...if u gotta answer...let me know!!!!!! It is the sweetest pain....what a contradiction......Good luck to us both

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