SweetWetSpot4U 48F
33 posts
7/28/2006 2:18 pm

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OK i have been here for a year & a half I have had alot of fun made some good memories had some fun times & made some GREAT friends> It has been the experience of a life time but i am thinking its time for me to move on my REAL friends will still be here & i will be there for them but this site is a catch 22 for me i have sooo much fun with my friends the party's yet its like a thorn in my side when i am here it hurts it stings it reminds ne of how stupid i can be to think there was such a thing as love i know now there isn't so this site leaves such a bad taste in my mouth.... everyone says oh just let it go move on it will heal etc i was & i am & its not its coming back to haunt me, not do to my own fault i wanted it out of my system, closure, just sum answers i got none now i can hear the voice the laugh smell the Cologne it inevitable my past is coming back, i don't want to be there to meet it face to face i would rather be strong now & walk away than to look MY DEMON in the face & admit to him that he was right it wasn't love it was just lust & to tell him there is no such thing as love its all smoke n mirrors pixie angel fairy dust an illusion & as much as i care & want to see MY DEMON happy i would rather not see him at all i think that will make it easier for me to MAKE ME BELIEVE there is no such thing as love i know this because if there was such a thing as love it would never just stop be shut off & end leaving my heart in pieces to you MY DEMON i hope that you are happy in what ever your doing whoever your with & remember together is better (in your case even if your settling for less than what you deserve ) & yes i still care i always will but it was never anything more than friends with benefits to me......just as it was to you so welcome back i know you miss the life you had & i will see you around someday I am sure just make sure that iffin i stay on here you better be prepared to hear what ever i have to say & then stay outta my way untill then i am still debating cuming or going & just moving on till the moment moves me...

bardicman 51M

7/28/2006 3:20 pm

Sometimes, a deep breath is needed before decisions are made. Look at all the good you have enjoyed here and all you will miss if you do leave.

I am not dead yet

rm_onthesidelvr 56M

7/28/2006 3:23 pm

sounds so sad, if you need a shoulder here it is... and if you need a rebound humping I'm in for that too. Not to sound course but strike when it's hot or vulnerable. bye sexy

zoomzoom98xxx 60M

10/11/2006 8:50 am

One year is about 4 years too soon to expect love to return. First you must learn who you are, what makes you happy, the kind of happy that brightens a room as you walk through, happy that makes grumpy people smile, and a happy because you are you and you are in tune with your inner sole. Not pleasing others or acting the part, happy when you can be alone with just you and not want or need someone else. Once you discover the true you and what you are then and only then can you find peace and enjoyment. With peace and enjoyment love will come. Love does exist but you can not chase it, you can not force it, and you can not settle for Mr. Right-now. Love happens by accident when you don't expect it, when you don't need it and you don't have time for it. This site is full searching and seeking, here love is no more then four letters tumbled together, I am sorry to say love you are looking for does not grow here.

DacesBurghWidow 53M/48F

10/21/2006 11:01 pm

We have found love here is it true love dont know, is it the OMG never gonna need anyone else love it is right now at this moment.....who knows what the future entails. Love changes as your relationship changes as the years go will at times feel like you just met and the stars are soooooooo brite then there will be times where you forget to say sweet things to the one your with. Love takes hard hard work, communication and practice but IT is OUT THERE for all to have. Dont give up ever on searching for the dream you have of loving someone and yes it does happen when you least expect it. There is someone out there for everyone.

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