New Dawn....  

SuzieQ4U60 62F
283 posts
9/5/2006 11:05 am

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9/25/2006 7:49 am

New Dawn....

Faith shows us
that each new dawn
can be the morning
of the first day
of the rest of our lives.....

Well folks, I am happy. I am extremely happy. I hope the happiness lasts. There are moments, I feel as if how can anything go wrong...and then there are those moments, as I am sure we all have, where doubt creeps in and steals my joy.

I find I am a very open minded person. And this has happened since my husband left me, 6 years ago. So, quite honestly, he did me a favor in leaving me, so that my mind could expand and horizons broaden. Where am I going with all this, you may wonder. I have fallen in love with someone here where I live. But this isn't your normal everyday relationship. I have fallen in love with another woman. It simply happened. Just happened. Wasn't anything or anyone I was looking for. But then, thats what I have been told and read about... that this is how it happens. When you least expect it, when you are not really looking........BAM !!! it happens. She is wonderful, funny, so loving and caring... beautiful, sexy, sensuous, giving, sensitive.... but most of all, she love me. ME .. yes, me. After all I have been thru in life, the hurtful relationships.... men, men and a couple more men. No, not really all that many. I am fairly selective on who I go out with and/or correspond with. I won't have anything to do with someone I think is out just for sex. And sometimes, no matter how badly you want it to work out with someone, it just doesn't... for 1 reason or another. He isn't interested.... you aren't interested.... just things or reason. But this time, it has worked out. And I am in love. Things have so totally fallen into place, happened so perfectly that it would be hard to think about much less argue that it wasn't meant to be. But as with all relationships, at 1 time or another, you have those doubts, primarily because of all the crap you have endured to get where you presently are.

For the first time, in years and years, I am happy. I am in love and I am SO looking forward to the future. And I thank the powers that be, for bringing the sweetest joy I have ever felt, into my life.


chef953 65M

9/5/2006 11:32 am

Wow! and I say WOW!! Again!!! Enjoy your beautiful heart my friend, it sounds full and complete at last.

SuzieQ4U60 replies on 9/5/2006 12:15 pm:
Hello my Cheffie....... Yes, it seems as if this is the 1 for which I have waited for all my life. One wonders, if its too quick, or too soon..... Time will tell.

drivinthrough 63M

9/5/2006 3:32 pm

I'm happy for you Suzie. Hope thigns work out for you.

amoldenough 71F
16436 posts
9/5/2006 6:46 pm

Dang--I commented on this, and I have been deleted!

suz, I am so happy for you dear. You deserve all of the love you can get. Love is love, and that's a good thing. I hope you will be very happy with your new partner. M

"Don't cry because it's over; smile because it happened."

SuzieQ4U60 replies on 9/6/2006 4:31 am:
Thanks M, I suppose all I can do is wait, as we all do in a new relationship. Women, I feel sure, will be more sensitive to what it is that makes other women happy. I'll keep you posted.

somf1963 55M

9/6/2006 10:51 am

Congrats, I hope your happy and everything works out for you.You deserve to be happy and loved,Big hugs and kisses.

SuzieQ4U60 replies on 9/6/2006 4:33 pm:
thanks so much Charles...hugs

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