Supervy_Sage 51M
939 posts
8/4/2006 1:55 am

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It's Friday night, and I'm thirsty! I'm going to go drinking with a women friend of mine, and we will have fun, laugh, talk, share, and go to our respective homes. Why? Because I don't want to get close to her, and then leave Korea, and leave her behind wondering why it didn't work out. If there is no sex, there is no pain when I leave.

It is no longer only about me. I seem to just have that luck, causing pain to a women that wants more then I want to give. I love women, almost worship them. But I have decided that now is not the time to become attached again. If it does happen, it will be from a true feeling of love, and not lust, or blindness to the truth.

The Super Pervy Sage


8/4/2006 3:54 am

It says a lot about your character that you would think about her feelings that way. It's very commendable of you darlin'.

ella1966 51F
1528 posts
8/5/2006 6:21 pm

I agree it is very commendable, and highly rare, but are you sure that having sex with her would mean her needing more from you?...I know you are in a particular culture, ie Korean Culture, and there may be "unspoken rules" about what sex means, but I wonder whether you are prematurely sabotaging your chance for some fun by your assumptions?

Supervy_Sage replies on 8/6/2006 12:29 am:
Ya, I might be sabotaging my chances. You need to know something about me.

I have a very dark past
Once upon a time, I was a very selfish and uncaring man. I did not care who I hurt, or how many I pained in my search for my own pleasure. I was shown how to please, and did so only to subjugate a potential lover, and it almost always worked. Then when I was done, bored with them, I'd tossed them away, and wouldn't return their calls, or talk to them if I saw them on the street.

One women tried to kill herself, and it hit me. My callus nature was the root of so much pain, and I vowed never again. I would take great care in who I touch and kiss. Take care not to leave any false hopes in anyones mind.

I guess I am punishing myself for my actions because no one else would. What I did was not against the law, but should be.

Kancana 47F

8/5/2006 6:30 pm

The woman who to be by yourside is a Lucky Lady. Thank you for the respect and worship for the ladies.

Life is either a daring adventure or nothing.
~ Helen Keller

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