Alcohol, Drugs and Ex girlfriends...  

SuperAdventurous 38M
227 posts
9/1/2006 11:43 pm

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9/3/2006 12:39 pm

Alcohol, Drugs and Ex girlfriends...

Firstly, let me be blunt... Some ppl have mentioned that I bring up my ex gf a fair amount. SO WHAT??? Thats why I am here & that is why I am blogging. To get my feelings & frustrations out in the open...

If I have an issue about my one testicle being bigger than the other (which its not, is it?) then your damn well sure Im going to write about it.

Secondly... Im running on a 24hour lit fuse here. I havent slept & am slowly recovering, which means, Im getting EXTREMELY tired. To make matters worse, Im stuck @ work until 1pm.

So, in conclusion, if you not in the mood for my rantings & ravings today... May I suggest you visit The Adventures of Purry & Sail , Wrong or Right?, blog addict & other well known happy & entertaining blogs that I follow & look towards for inspiration or pick me ups.

Getting back to the topic at hand... My braai (bbq) started off well, then round bout the time ppl started leaving (btwn 11pm - 2am) just a handfull hardcore party goers were left behind, me always being one of them.

2 of them, however, were doing something, as I mentioned before, that I promised myself I would never do again. @ this stage, a little worse for the wear, I figuered, aggg... what the hell.

Now Im going to interrupt my own blog to say, that years ago, I figured out that I have a kind of self control problem. Not to the point of being clinically insane or whatever... But I have a habit of going overboard from time to time. Wether it be with spending money, being on the net, drinking... almost anything. To this day, I am still trying to figure out why this is so.

Back to my blog... A good couple of extra beers and "lines" later, my bro comes home from a night out @ bout 3:30am. "O... guess who I saw out tonight. My Ex... TADA!!! Now normally, this wouldn't bother me & why in FCUKs name is it gettin to me now? She speaks to my brother & says... "Can I ask you something? Is your brother (me) seeing someone?"

So my bro just casually answers, "I think so, but Im not sure"

TELL ME... WHY THE HELL IS IT BUGGING ME SO MUCH THAT A: SHE WAS OUT? B: SHE'S STILL CURIOUS BOUT MY LIFE? C: SHE DOESN'T TEXT ME NO MORE D: WHEN THE HELL IS SHE GONNA COME COLLECT THE REST OF HER SHIT FROM MY PLACE?

Ok... D you cant answer. But I suppose most of those questions are unanswerable. Im just going to have to go through the motions of this rollercoaster ride we call LOVE (or fill in the psychotic word of your choice)

Alcohol, Im seriously considering on cutting it out of my life all together. Im obviously still too immature to drink as a single person. I need someone to look after me & put me in my place when needed. I do really stooooooooooooopid stuff when I been drinking. I always feel like shit, physically, emotionally and financially afterwards. So whats the point??? I can have a bbq with out having a drink in my hand... Cant I?

Im definately doing something wrong. Approachin things the wrong way, my mindset is not where its supposed to be, Im not sure... But something in my Karma just aint Fcuking working for me.

You know what? Im such a (fill in word of your choice)

Im just tired, hungover, got a come down from the ALLEGED narcotics (the DEA could be reading this) & I just need to snap out of it...

I'll be back... Happy go lucky... Maybe not today coz right now I would rather get hit by a train than feel this tired & flat!!! But... I'll be back.

Do you know where the answer lies? Its in sex... S.E.X I definately need more S.E.X in my life. I need to
S mile more, have loads more
E nergy and be more
X cited bout things.

Man... I am starving. I could finish of three Big Macs so easily right bout now.

COME 1PM....

Oh Oh Oh Oh... forgot to mention. I finally got myself a webcam.


tight_n_tasty2 51F

9/2/2006 2:38 am

you go ahaed and write about anything you like.Don't worry about what others say..I hope you get more sex if that's what you want and did you say you have a New Cam?


SuperAdventurous replies on 9/2/2006 4:47 am:
Thanks for the support TnT...

Feeling way better now.

Hehe... Yeah, S.E.X seems to be the answer to everything.

Yep... New webcam onboard.

rm_PurryKitty2 49M/51F
9753 posts
9/2/2006 5:20 am

You have a webcam? I wanna see that tummy!!! IM me

Wooo hooooo! Dont be sorry for anything you say in the blogs. They are your feelings and if people dont like it, then SCREW EM!

Purry {=}

Purry


SuperAdventurous replies on 9/2/2006 6:15 am:
Yeah Purry... I got a new toy.

You're gonna have to weight for the tummy shot though. Hehe... Summer is almost upon us down here, then when I start my cardio at gym and get ripped, I will strip for u all u want. hehehe...

I was mostly apologising for going on about the same crap all the time... Hehehe. Mwah...

JeersPilarSaver 36F

9/2/2006 5:48 am

u can write anything in ure blog, perfectly fine!! no worries.
well, since u ask couple of question, im gonna try to answer from my point of view a. its bugging u cuz she's out, i mean hve fun and maybe that means move on. B.of course she still curious about u, no matter what, u've been in her life! c.she wont text u cuz she might move on already or she might be afraid u'll reject her. d.yes i dunno the answer, but u can packed it all and send it by UPS and move on

ps. i reallllyyyy want to look after u hmmmmm


SuperAdventurous replies on 9/2/2006 6:20 am:
Hey Mystic... the other woman in my life. Hehe...

I got an answer for all those questions babe... Answer E: Fcuk it. LOL. Im once again over it... Couldn't be bothered bout my ex. I hope one day, as with all my ex's that we'll be good friends, but for the time being, its not going to happen.

UPS? Hahaha... Yeah, I must phone her parents so I can drop the rest of the stuff off.

PS... I would LOVE for you to look after me.

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