Quietly Returned  

SunneyOne 45F
2146 posts
1/2/2006 11:21 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Quietly Returned

I am back in Florida, at my apartment, in front of my own computer and checking my blog - which I haven't looked at since posting the last entry "I Don't Belong". Not for any one reason, just for lack of computer access, and lack of motivation to even check.

I can not begin to express how touched I am by all of the responses, well wishes, concern and advice offered. It's funny how people reach out and touch you with care from so many directions. While I had not read the responses, I did feel that I had some support, and that no matter what, there was a backboard of people / friends, near and far to turn to. Kind of an odd feeling.

I am learning to trust my intuition, more and more with each passing year. I know myself and seem to become more and more intuitive regarding people, relationships and just my life in general as I get older. It seems that now and then I end up telling myself, "I told you so. I knew it."

Just as I thought, there are changes coming. I'm not really ready to go into it, but I'm sure I will at some point. Suffice it to say, I should've known.

The drive was long, and I am exhausted. I need to unpack and just get settled, in my apartment again, in my own skin, here. Sometime in the next couple of days I will write a quick update on my holiday, most of which was quite amusing. And, when I'm ready, I'll open up about the changes. We'll see...

Until then, thank you all again for your responses. I hope you are all peacefully settling into the New Year.

AltumHunksUnite 54M

1/2/2006 12:08 pm

Welcome back, pumkin'

Let me drive. I like the view

rm_VoodooGuru1 50M
2053 posts
1/2/2006 12:38 pm

Glad to have ya back, S1.

Warmest wishes for you in this new year.

luvsxoxo 44F

1/2/2006 12:49 pm

Welcome back sweety!!


rm_art_persists 52M
1789 posts
1/2/2006 1:04 pm

Your appreciation for kindness is beautiful...

SunneyOne 45F

1/2/2006 6:47 pm

Aww hey, Cleavis. How are you? I'm about to go catch up on your writing. I've missed it!

VooDoo - Kinda sexy pic there, the ole stuck in the turtleneck pose...

luvs - Hello beautiful, and thanks. (hugs)

art - Wow, thank you. That's sweet of you to say.

JudeL5 47M  
1595 posts
1/2/2006 7:26 pm

Welcome back Sunny!

SunneyOne 45F

1/3/2006 4:12 am

Thanks Jude (hugs)

CaboWaboVHnut 57M
637 posts
1/3/2006 1:53 pm

Hey Sunney Bunny, why you actin' so funny ??? I just read your post "I don't belong". You DO belong Sunney !!! You belong to that ever questioning race called "human" !!! We're all nutty, crazy, whatever, at many times in our lives. Just because you're not married, or have kids, doesn't make you strange, weird, or different from lots of other people !!! You are just you !!!

I'm 45, been with my wife since I was 19, and we have a 12 year old daughter. Been in the same job for 20 years. You know what, on any given day, I'm just as confused as you are, just wondering where I'm going, what I'm doing, and where do I fit in ??? I'll get back to you soon on this with more insight, if I have any !!! Cabo !!!

SunneyOne 45F

1/3/2006 5:39 pm

Cabo - You are the sweetest man. I consider myself lucky to count you as a friend.

CaboWaboVHnut 57M
637 posts
1/4/2006 3:38 am

Ditto on the friend part sweetie, I feel lucky too !!! Cabo-Wacky-De-Ablo !!!

nnevjim 62M

1/4/2006 4:43 pm

I should have no advice to give, and should mind my own business....I'm too flawed myself to do much more than commiserate. And as some one else noted, this on line interaction is wonderful but a two-edged sword, nonetheless. It's intimate without being personal. And our mostly rootless, mobile style of life in 21st century Amerika is not conducive to deep, truly meaningful connections. If you PRESSED me for advice, I'd say find a guy you connect with, get married, and hatch a couple kids. You're instantly connected at that point. You can still write on the side. Bet hell, you can ignore such commonplace advice just because it is so pedestrian.

SunneyOne 45F

1/4/2006 6:15 pm

nnev, funny... that's exactly what I want. Good advice.

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