Feeling Open  

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4/7/2006 8:24 pm

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4/8/2006 6:12 pm

Feeling Open

...being open to new ideas.

Mmmm...I love a good clarity moment.

See,last year at this time, I was a walking disaster area with my weight out of control and my struggling to see if my marriage wasn't worth saving (apparently, it wasn't). I couldn't write (which is worse than no sex for me - almost). I couldn't sleep. I was struggling with some big personal issues that needed a good spanking.

And they got it. Believe me.

And now that that's all over and done with by 3 months or more (well, okay, most of it is - I'm still working on my weight but that's a process -- 84 pounds off since then, still going strong), it's time for the old Sola to make yet another step into the here and now.

So, I have this friend, see. And he lives a long way from me, and is always desperately trying to get a picture of my tits. *snicker*. I'm not the kind of person who takes those pictures of myself - it's never felt right to do so, and it just feels - weird. Not bad - just weird.

But tonight, I took some *grin*

Oh, not full on porn pictures. No, I'm a little more creative than that. But more than cleavage and a little more risque than I can say I've ever taken of myself. (he actually got partial nipple!)

And I took some straighter ones, too for the profiles. I take new ones every month, as I look different and feel better every month.

He was blown away that I finally did it. And I have to say, so was I.

I gotta say, clarity and opening yourself up to new things is a good thing ~

rm_sallyride 69F

4/8/2006 8:36 am

Great pictures! You look as wonderful in them as you do in person. Plus they match your great wit and personality.

SolaEQ replies on 4/8/2006 9:00 am:
Thanks Sally

vrec_dawn 41M

4/8/2006 3:50 pm

Ja. I agree with Sally. They catch your particular sense of charm nicely. It's so entertaining to see people's personalities in their photos.

One of these days I've got to get my own camera again. I need some new pics badly. Probably start off with a cheap-arsed webcam...

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