Wedding bells Blues  

Slicknsweet22 37F
26 posts
3/4/2006 9:28 pm

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3/13/2006 6:40 pm

Wedding bells Blues

Right, so here it is, 12:30am on Sunday morning, and I just got home a little while ago from my friends wedding. Beautiful service, I made people cry with my reading I did. Me, I just want to sit down and cry right now. Sounds lame, I totally know. But, I am literally and figuratively the LAST single person out of my group of friends. Its a rather depressing thought. . .its not so much that I am single that bothers me, its the feeling of being unwanted by someone. The feeling of being unloved, un-needed, and hell, unattractive, by the opposite sex that gets to me. I'm a good person, I have good morals and ideals, and I treat everyone with respect, kindness, and dignity, but here I sit, alone. Having spent the last 7 hours at a wedding reception where not ONE guy asked me to dance. So I ponder. . .What is so wrong with me? Why am I alone? What is it that makes me so damn unattractive? Why can I get laid, but can't get a date for the life of me? Why do I have to site through nine weddings, in a years time span, and attend each and everyone of them single? Why can't I be loved? Ugh, its so terribly confusing and utterly depressing. God hates me, I'm sure of it. . .

loadeddice05 45M

3/4/2006 11:17 pm

GOD LOVES US ALL! So keep your head up! You know If you work on your own self esteem, people will flock to you!!! I promise! Luv Ya! So hope you feel better! Bye!

rm_okayguy2005 48M

3/5/2006 6:07 am

Hi there, I am the guy from 'Greenville' trying to contact you, hopefully we can be on-line at the same time to chat, I left a message for you there. I sort of know how you feel, so get in touch with me. Take care, bye...

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