BIG Mistake.  

SinfullySpoiled 51F
8 posts
3/27/2006 4:45 am

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3/30/2006 10:12 pm

BIG Mistake.

Protesting outside counceling inside.
Sign here they said...
I'm i sure?
I have no choice,I can't be singel and pregnant.
My mother would be dissappointed in me and right about him from the beggining .
My father would want to kill him..
and i'll never be able to hold my head up again .
Now my lil girl was gone and i was devistated..
I'll never forgive myself.

blogginOnly 59F

3/27/2006 5:12 am

Thats a tough one. Never been in that situation. That reminds me of one of my post. Someone said to me: There are two people in each of us. One on the outside that everyone wants us to be and the one on the inside that we wanna be. You were the one on the outside, worried about your mom and dad. If only we could live by whats on the inside of us we would be better off? My thoughts are with you hon. There are things we all do that we cannot forgive ourselves for. You are not alone.

2TimesFirst 59M
117 posts
3/27/2006 5:34 am

I think others would forgive, So why couldn't you forgive yourself? I sffered most of my life because I did not forgive myself for things I did. Then some one asked me that, Do you think others would forgive you? Maybe not some but nearly all. So not forgiving myself is a form of self pity. I forgave myself even if some didn't. Thats thier problem now. I am no longer a victim. Hope this helps. My sister went through the same thing and had problems for a long time. She forgave herself.

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