Life...or Something Like It  

SilkenKiera 39F   
393 posts
3/3/2006 5:40 pm

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3/9/2006 7:20 am

Life...or Something Like It

I am sitting here drinking wine, trying to decide if I should go out or stay in and get some much needed sleep. To be frank the sleep thing seems to be winning. Unfortunately, I can't seem to wind down because there is a voice screaming in the back of my head..."Your too young to feel this damn old!" OK, I have to admit the voice sucks, but it's right. What is my problem? I don't have children, all I have to do is pay the rent on time and show up to work by 9 am. So why so glum. I would say vitamins deficiency, or lack of sunlight, but this has been going on for too long for any of that to apply. So long in fact, I can't pull the trigger on when this actually all began.

Granted, I am not 19 anymore. I would be impossible for me to go out until 4 am, come home and sleep then shower, then go to work. Those days are over. But do things have to be this serious? Do I have to be the tax paying, law abiding, good Samaritan all the time? I recently had this huge urge to go out and spray paint something. Be a fuck up, be destructive, just for a moment. However, the right side of my brain always kicks in. (Thankfully) Ladies and Gentlemen...I'm in a rut. At this point in time I am fully amendable to any suggestions that you may have. I just met a 73 year old man that can pass for 57. He has led 3 lifetimes in one, and has the wherewithal to share it. He is not a NASA engineer, he's had a "common life" but what he has done with it is extraordinary. My only hope is I leave this earth with at least half the experience I was meant to.


docdirk 49M

3/3/2006 8:33 pm

Friday night, 8: 00pm, and JJ was in his PJ's!!! Of course, I could blame it on the frigid weather, the icy roads, the "cabin fever." But alas, I just don't have a clue what to do with my weekends anymore. Taking a stroll through blogtown is a highpoint all of a sudden. I'd go on, tell you that I understand what you are saying, offer suggestions... but I'm just too damn tired!! Need... sleep...

Ah, Its you again, Your Angel Feathers and your Blood Stains...

rm_BOHICA92 42M
1 post
3/3/2006 8:42 pm

If you ask me, it sounds like you need to get out and shake your ass a little. That always gets me out of a rut. Get some friends together, go out to a bar you have never been too before and flirt away. Then get drunk, dance and be merry.

As far as the old guy, well they are always interesting. Story after story they never get old as we all wish life were so simple.

superitaliano4u 38M

3/3/2006 10:53 pm

Whenever a friend of mine started to feel old, he'd run out and take a dump on the hood of his neighbor's car. It worked for him, he felt 10 years younger!

rm_ohsolustful 59M
859 posts
3/6/2006 8:02 am

Try shopping, or chocolates....If that fails it sounds like its time for a vacation or a trip to the doc to get the ol thyroid checked!!! It could be something medical making you tired all the time...I hope the chocolates work for ya, they are much cheaper, easier,and OHsoGOOD2eat. I prefer coffee myself, Elixar of the Gods

rm_kelli4u2dew 42F
5220 posts
3/8/2006 12:59 pm

Honey, we all get to feeling that way sometimes. You just need to get laid. Perks ya right up!

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