Tiger Update...  

Shameless_Biotch 50F
177 posts
7/27/2006 10:41 am

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7/28/2006 11:03 pm

Tiger Update...

MOOD: unfulfilled, still hurting

I finally got an email from my boyfriend...after 20 days of NOTHING, NO COMMUNICATION AT ALL...
Why am I still hurting?

He basically apologized, and said he understood why I would be angry...but somehow I am not satisfied...he said nothing about when we would be able to talk or see each other again...

I kinda feel like he just did it to lessen his guilt a little...not out of concern or love for me, and that hurts too...

At least I know he didn't die...

But I don't know SO MUCH else...

Maybe I am just a hard-hearted, selfish bitch, not satisfied with anything right now...

monkeefuk 46M
12 posts
7/27/2006 11:52 am

i dont think your selfish at all i'm going through this to my when i talk to my ex all i get is "i dont know" we were together for over 3 years she is liveing with another man and has my son there to and it kills me i feel abandoned and betrayed and i want answers i deserve answers but i dont think i'll ever get them my therapist say "why doent matter" but it does i think or atleast it should but what do i know i pushed away the love of my life so maybe i'm not the smartest guy in town huh

buddhamike 107M
7006 posts
7/27/2006 11:58 am

You're fine. 20 days with no contact and I would already be looking for someone else, seriously.

rm_shannee2006 53F
3355 posts
7/27/2006 4:52 pm

((hugs)) I know it's hard...just keep the focus on what's bringing you joy in the moment and it will work out...or this too shall pass. Either way you'll feel good about you.

Yup...this juiciness is from me....


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