Destination Emptiness  

Shadowsatmidnigh 37M
4 posts
6/12/2006 8:03 pm

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6/14/2006 5:11 pm

Destination Emptiness

I don't believe in miracles
I know I can't be cursed
Under the weight of expectation
My heart begins to hurt
I dream awake consistently
And live a dozen lives
Though it should probably bother me
I exist mostly in my mind
I aspire to much greatness
I chose the second fiddle's chair
My long journey to the middle
It seems I'm almost there
So I trespass on reality
Though fleeting is my touch
The overwhelming bitterness
Is far and gone too much
This solitary future
Is a shield against the fear
That even if I opened up
There would still be no one here
I know I'm my own worst enemy
It doesn't matter that you're right
You can hate me in the morning
But please love me tonight

QueenOfSwords 35F

6/12/2006 8:57 pm

You sound like you badly need a hug

Shadowsatmidnigh 37M
3 posts
6/13/2006 10:20 pm

I never turn down a hug. Thanks for the thought.

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