Worlds worst blogger...  

Secrets733 44F
224 posts
11/1/2005 4:52 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Worlds worst blogger...

Right here, that would be me.- Sorry to anyone who was looking forward to my next post. I have been really good and busy emailing to my new friends! My husband and I are doing better. Everyday is different but overall pretty good! I am learning not to put so much pressure on him to have sex. That way when we are together it is because we are both really in the mood for each other and then the magic happens!

I thought for a long time that he was cheating on me and I became obsessed about it. Always asking him where he was going and to account for his time away from me. I even started out on this website to see if he had an ad here. Ofcourse I would really never know if he does or not, but what happend is that all kinds of people began to send messages to me. I started to forget about whether or not my husband was cheating on me and despite our arguements I'm just glad not to have those obsessive thoughts running around in my mind about him cheating on me anymore. Sure, he can still be a real insensitive jerk sometimes...and then I can vent about it here or to my new friends. I guess what I am discovering is that flirting and fantasies don't really have to materialize. I'm not a whore or an adulterer by talking to people. Doing so has helped me overcome my insecurities. Maybe even help my marriage. To some people reading this post, my whole outlook on marriage and life may seem a little backwards but it is working for me right now and I hope things keep looking up.

Aside from hubby, I'm in an evening exercise class now with some friends that I am really enjoying. That's about all that is new. Just glad to report that things are good now.


rm_bella_ 48F
4030 posts
11/1/2005 6:06 pm

Glad to know everything is fine for someone on this site. I love happy stories.

Secrets733 44F

11/2/2005 6:53 am

Bella, thanks for reading my post. I follow your blog quite a bit, but haven't read it lately. I will have to get caught up on your posts. I am inspired by your independance. And you have a good sense of humor.
I feel like a celebrity has read my post! Funny, huh? Take Care, S-

rm_suntanboy99 65M

11/9/2005 2:25 pm

Hi Secrets, Glad to hear things in the bedroom are better and that you are less suspicious...Now you get to work on making your marriage great. Find out how to uplift your man, bring out the programmed-in-genetic warrior-hunter. When you do he will be better in his job, better in his life aspirations, better for the family, and most of all great for you...he will want to fight for every inch of your soul, and that will really bring out his passion.


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