Secrets733 44F
224 posts
4/18/2006 6:48 pm

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4/25/2006 11:41 am


Well...I'll get to that in a minute. What I want to say first is that I don't feel like talking much to people right now. I am not answering many emails because I have a problem trusting strangers that has been aggravated after the email I received the other day. I hear on the news daily of the violent crimes that are committed. Do I want to be victim that is kidnapped, and/or killed?

No, so please don't be offended if I am not responding to you at this time.

One time I had not talked to a childhood friend for I don't know about 10 or 12 years. She moved back into town and wanted me to come over to her apartment to finally see her after 10 or so years. I didn't because I was afraid that I had lost touch with her for so long that she could have turned into a raving lunatic and I wouldn't know, I didn't have any other friends to go with me at the time or I would have liked to have seen her but if I had gone over there alone I could have been knocked unconcious or drugged who knows?

So anyway, maybe I have a fixation on staying safe. But I am alive today...

Back to the title of this blog. My DREAM...

It looks like it would be sexy dream but really its about my mistrust because I dreamt that I was looking out the window and there was a beautiful strange young woman in my alleyway washing her car with my dish soap and my sponge and hose. Then my husband approached her and started kissing her on the mouth. I was SOOO jealous in my dream I think my heart skipped a beat and I woke up.

I have no proof that my husband has ever had an affair. But sometimes I have these dreams...

rm_KnowStuff 57M
240 posts
4/24/2006 11:44 pm

Jealosy's a tough thing I think. Thankfully, I think I may have been born without the trait. It does work against me sometimes but I think I'm better off without it. Envy I have, jealosy no.

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