Re-posted for Angelofmercy5..... thinking of you on the 9th and always  

SacredStarDance
4888 posts
5/1/2006 6:38 am
Re-posted for Angelofmercy5..... thinking of you on the 9th and always

Today I'm in a complete funk...

I'm completely worn out from the 3 day Holiday..inlaws..cleaning..cooking..

Thank God for my sister in law who did the most of it and it turned out wonderful.

Was invited to go to the Pier on the beach... but not in the mood..wanted to come home and work in the yard..but contractors have moved to a new project.. and it may not seem like it.. but Iam shy when it comes to bending over in a garden sticking my butt up in the air with construction workers walking around..
but have no problem showing my body parts to half the world..lol go figure

I just don't feel like doing anything.. is it lazy ?? or in a funk.. I'm not depressed just funked up.
So this afternoon I read many many blogs, and so many touching, Heart breaking stories that renew my hope and faith in so many inspiring ways.
I wondered if the the saying " your delt with what you can handle" is this true ??? for me anyways is so true a.. I don't think I could handle as much as many of you have endured in your life times...Make's my past problems seem so trivial even though its not.. It just makes me aware of more what I have today.
But I do wonder.. at that time .. at a moment when I thought everything was at its worse.. and I have been there.. Have seen the Dark.. felt the cold.. Been lonely..lost hope.. dealt with death, ,broken hearts, shattered dreams..

what was it that pulled me through it?.. My friends ? My family ? or my strength.. my faith ??
I would have to say it was me..
Because my faith gave me the strength to ask my friends and family for help or advice when I needed it.

I guess what I'm saying.. Is sometimes we don't give each other credit for pulling through and we need to..

Its takes courage to cry
faith to follow the tears..
strength to ask for help..
its up to us not to give up.

Don't ever give up

My Angel... Your in my thoughts and prayers


under the stars
We choose to write
you choose what you comprehend.
read twice and be nice
every key stroke... has a heart beat



rm_anacortes 75M
2850 posts
5/2/2006 5:13 pm

Dear MUFF,

I think we are agreeing.. I only want to share with the "normal" audience, that is is possible to get SOOOOOOOOOOOOoooooooooooo far down..

So weak with lack of any energy.. even too weak to ask for help (asking is NOT easy for most of us).. it takes energy..

When things are this BLACK...bad things like "a permanent solution to a TEMPORARY PROBLEM" can happen.. sad to say..

Hang in there all who feel "down"..


SacredStarDance replies on 5/2/2006 7:30 pm:
a good message... yes..just many see no hope.. there is hope.. always hope and dreams that come true.. but you can't wait for it.. you have to muster the strength to get it.. and yes I do know how hard it is..
Thanks

SacredStarDance

5/1/2006 9:36 pm

agree and most of my point.. If your in a depression where you see no light.. this is where you ask for help and not be afraid to... weather it be a friend or a Dr... depression if tuff... wether it be just from life or a chemicle depression..its hard to tell the difference at times.. either case.. if it lingers for a time..ask for help..its the best thing you can do for your self.. and do some soul searching...

oh my... this can be another blog..

Thank you for the comment.. I do agree there is always sunshine after a good rain

under the stars
We choose to write
you choose what you comprehend.
read twice and be nice
every key stroke... has a heart beat


rm_anacortes 75M
2850 posts
5/1/2006 7:14 pm

I don't agree (as a fellow funker) ie; suffer of depression

Strength is what we want, to not have it is more of a downer..energy we pray for.. hope we despair..

HOWEVER, the dawn always follows the night, the sun ALWAYS appears after the rain.. so sure as Spring follows Winter the funk will fade for a while..


libgemOH 57M/53F

5/1/2006 7:08 pm

Know the difference between a strong woman and a woman of strength? A strong woman is just that, a woman who is strong and can take it. A woman of strength is one who gets her strength from her faith and from within, a woman who is strength and grace both. You are a woman of strength!!

So just get FUNKY!!!! We all need Funked up days once in a while!! -B


SacredStarDance replies on 5/1/2006 9:25 pm:
I agree.. no one is gonna just hand over our strength.. it deep with in and its up to us to bring it out.. sometimes its hidden.. just don't give up on what you are capable of .. funked up days are good now and then... makes us dig.. and if we need to ask for guidence and help

firestarter665 44M/40F

5/1/2006 6:12 pm

Oh sweetie, you just brought tears to my eyes!


SacredStarDance replies on 5/1/2006 9:22 pm:
oh sweetie... hope tears of inspiration

SpaceRangerNJ 56M
4687 posts
5/1/2006 3:36 pm

We hear ya. Our thoughts are with the Angel.
SR


SacredStarDance replies on 5/1/2006 9:21 pm:
Thank you hun..

MaggiesWishes 61F

5/1/2006 11:35 am

Lips speak words. A heart, feels friendship. Combine them both, and you have this emotional outreach to many. Not everyone can do that, but you do it very well.

Blessings 2ya
OK, and a tushy up in the air, was a true visual


SacredStarDance replies on 5/1/2006 12:20 pm:
Thanks... I think it is already there..we have such wonderful friends here

lol glad you got the visual

rm_gerson42 53M
2419 posts
5/1/2006 10:33 am

Well said. Thank you.


SacredStarDance replies on 5/1/2006 10:58 am:
thanks so much..

angelofmercy5 60F
17881 posts
5/1/2006 7:01 am

Thank you Mrsmuffland....you must be one of my "angels" today. You must have known or sensed that the 1st of May just indicated to me that there is only 7 days and a wake up until my surgery. And this week is all the pre-op tests....and this weekend the pre-op prep of clear liquids...a colon cleanse...and all that good stuff. I picked up my prescriptions this morning....things I have to take the day before the surgery, etc. So, I needed this reminder today to have the faith to ask my friends and family for help when I need it. Thank you from the bottom of my heart!!!


SacredStarDance replies on 5/1/2006 10:57 am:
I'm glad it helped.. I figured you would be going through much of the pre-op stuff and I can't imagin the stress you are feeling..Could not find the right words to remind you that you will be fine.. and are in good hands I'm certain of that..

So I wasent being lazy.. just wanted to remind you to say how you feel and ask for help...ask for huggs.. you know you have them here.. our cyber huggs are pretty powerful

under the stars I dance for you sending best wishes and faith and strength

love and adore you

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