My greatest romantic love  

Rubenesque1968 49F
152 posts
3/20/2006 2:44 am

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3/27/2006 11:17 am

My greatest romantic love


My daughter's father still holds the title of being my greatest romantic love. I was a mere 18 years old when we met, and he was a 21 year old virgin. I left college to move in with him, after a whirlwind romance, we were married within six months.

He was good to me in many ways, and spoiled me in others. Because the two of us were so new to sex, we experimented and watched pornos together. He learned to please me as much as I did him.

He was there for me when my father died, and I felt my world crashing around me once again. My father's death took its toll on me, and he was right by my side.

When we couldn't conceive a child after four years of marriage using no birth control, he went through all the fertility testing. He dealt with my mood swings from taking fertility medicine.

The army decided to send him on a hardship tour. For those of you who know nothing of the army, a hardship tour means the soldier goes overseas without his family. He was gone for a year.

Until this tour came up, I never doubted how much he loved me or me him. I knew he was the only man for me, and I was the only one for him. I thought we were the perfect match.

However, there I was, twenty three years old, both of my parents were gone. I had a poor relationship with my twenty five year old brother, and my sister was a wild child at twenty one. I was all alone, I felt abandoned, again. My mother and father had all ready left me, now my husband was gone, too.

Never having dealt with my mother committing suicide nor my father dying young, experiencing the loss (no matter how temporary) of my husband was overwhelming. I felt betrayed by him, even though, intellectually speaking, I knew it wasn't his fault. Emotionally, I was a mess. This was the beginning of the end of our relationship.

The first day he came back from his hardship tour I became pregnant with our daughter, the light and love of my life. More on that later.

Thanks for reading,
Rube

imLadyBambi 59M/51F

3/20/2006 3:17 am

Rube!!!

You ended you blog right there? Arghhh! You probably have the best blog of the night (I read a lot of blogs). I want to know how things ended and if you are still in touch with him.

Drop me a line on my blog when you write Part 2.

Lady Bambi


Rubenesque1968 replies on 3/26/2006 11:03 pm:
Lady Bambi,

Sorry for ending it that way. I didn't want it to be too long. I tend to be long winded.

Rube

blogginOnly 59F

3/20/2006 3:28 am

You were never alone hon. When you were going thru those hard times, someone was there to pick you up and carry you (winks). You made it thru, life is full of obstacles. I was with my husband for eight years, using no birth control, each of us had a child from the previous marriages, and then, just like that, I became pregnant. It was a difficult time for me, loosing my mom and all. Sometimes it takes something devastating to create something wonderful. I hope the best for you and will watch for your next post. I am curious as to how things are going your way.


Rubenesque1968 replies on 3/26/2006 11:09 pm:
Thanks bloggin. I know what you mean. Thanks
Rube

PrincessKarma 44F
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3/23/2006 1:57 pm

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