Eternal Cold  

RoyalPurpleRose 53F
307 posts
2/14/2006 9:12 am

Last Read:
3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Eternal Cold

Shivering in the icy depths
The frozen wasteland of my heart
Your angry words repeating
Shattering dreams, emotions, promises

You left me so cold
My heart feels frozen
I no longer want to feel
The pain of your anger

The sadness envelopes me
Trembling uncontrollably
Committing each word to memory
Berating myself for my stupidity

For stupid I was
Forgetting to watch my words
Never to express
True feelings or longing

Knowing you’d strike back
Punish me for my sin
Hurling accusations
Reminding me of my weakness

Forcing me to evaluate
Every thought, word, action
Mired in hopelessness
Consumed in pain

Determined to just survive
Walking on egg shells
Fearing each new day
The mistakes I always seem to make

Wondering ...
Can I ever be free?
Will I ever feel warmth, love?
From you ... from anyone?

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