Musing Insommniac  

PurplePeach72 45F  
7757 posts
7/15/2006 9:41 pm

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Musing Insommniac

I like to think that I'm Mz Independent.
I like to think that I can tell that big studly horse under the cherry tree, "No, No you're not for me!"
But I'm always looking for that horse of a different color.
I'm always dreaming of those knights in shining armor, a huge steed thundering between his thighs.
I'm always waiting for the signal to join the battle or make a retreat.
I like to think I'll finally get to be the rescued damsel in distress.
I've spent most of my life riding life's rollercoasters.
I'm an adrenaline junkie,
I thrive in the peaks and the valleys
I savor the bruises from a rough ride, the side to side slam of and old woody, or the awful sensation of the last metal loop that doesn't agree with your gut.
No matter how many times I say I'm done, I always find myself back in the line, strap me in and let her ride.
I crave that first plunge that means the ride has begun, and all the little peaks after it's going, cause when you exit you're still shaking from the intensity.
I am a hopeless romoantic lanquishing in a cynics body.
I am a misunderstood saint trapped in a sinner's soul.
I am an innocent soul stolen and formed into a courtesean.
I am living for the moment, as happy as I can be,
But always looking backwards to see just what might be.
I am too harsh on those I love
I am too trusting of those who seem to care, some say it's just my paranoia, just my imagination running away,
But I know there's something, someone there!
I am a seeker of knowledge, tied to the ignorance of the past.
I am who I am and all these changes are for me because
I am learning who I want to be while learning who I am.
LAC 6/29/06



Kisses,
LA


hunterpt 56M  
13503 posts
2/12/2016 6:36 am

Very nice. Kisses


scubadiverchris 47M
320 posts
2/15/2011 6:31 pm

For years I never did I denied who I was and what I was, now I embrace what makes me, me and run with it. All the experiences good and bad have made me stronger and I would not change a thing.

hugs and kisses

Chris


scubadiverchris 47M
320 posts
2/15/2011 2:23 pm

Very nice, this one could describe me in so many ways. Thank you for sharing.


PurplePeach72 replies on 2/15/2011 4:01 pm:
All these years later and that's still so much a part of who I am. I'm glad you could indentify with it.
Kisses,
LeeAnn

PurplePeach72 45F  
9199 posts
7/20/2006 10:35 am

Sometimes the ride is tougher than she says. There is old damage on the tracks, things from the past that she just can't fix. But I just get in line with her, make sure we are strapped in tight. And keep going. No knight in shining armour here, just Shriek and his donkey. But remember he was her true love
colcouple4f00

Kisses,
LA


curious082385 32F
4925 posts
7/20/2006 2:28 am

Wow, that was wonderful and very insightful.
I've felt so many of the same things.

You are you are...and that is beautiful to see.


SingleNLooking72 107F

7/16/2006 8:02 pm

Hugs girl, I share your pain.....thanks, as always, for sharing!


PurplePeach72 replies on 7/17/2006 3:15 am:
Hugs back to you my sexy friend for always listening while I share. Love ya, {=}LeeAnn

meerkittykat 43F

7/16/2006 10:36 am

Wow..amazing what the mind races through....no wonder the insomnia.

You have to acknowledge all those thoughts...figure out where they belong..and then you can rest. Happens to me often.


PurplePeach72 replies on 7/16/2006 1:25 pm:
Hey Meer,
Glad to know you can relate. Thanks for coming by.
Hugs,
{=}LeeAnn

sexyariesgirl 59F

7/16/2006 1:20 am

Yes, LeeAnn...I can SO relate with many of those statements! HUGGS.....

Power To FOK


PurplePeach72 replies on 7/16/2006 1:24 pm:
Thanks SexyAries,
It's good to be understood.
Hugs,
{=}LeeAnn

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