Friday Again....  

PurplePeach72 45F  
7756 posts
8/25/2006 11:24 am

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Friday Again....

Hope all my good buds out in Blogville have some great plans for the weekend. I have lots of homework, studying, and tutoring time, some special Maggie time, and a Girl's Night Out Saturday. So many things have been going on.

My truck is almost ready to be picked up, and the rental goes back tonight. I'm going to pick up my niece, Makayla so she can come spend the night with Maggie. I'd been promising her and Maggie that for a while, but it just hasn't worked out. My sister has been really great about keeping Maggie for me all summer and she and I have gotten alot closer lately. She's done lots of growing up and even gave me a shoulder to cry on last weekend.

Steve is doing great. He has a date tonight and tomorrow afternoon, but with 2 different women. I know tonight's date will be good, Mz LJ takes care of us both exceptionally well. I hope Saturdays date is just as exciting. He's made some remarkable discoveries this past week, and sincerely seems to understand so many things so much better. It's wonderful to see him so upbeat, and hopeful again. He's been incredibly sweet, supportive and encouraging. He's pushed for me to go see M&M twice this week b/c we know it will be a few weeks before I see him again. He's written lots of e-mails and cards and even bought me flowers. All while making some very large steps forward in working on his own needs.
I know he has to be thinking, "OK I got it, now what else do you want from me?". It isn't that easy. Steve asked if we could go back to being intimate again, and I just couldn't. I've tried really hard since then to make an effort to still hug him and let him know that I do still love him, but the relief I have found in not having to satisfy his sexual needs has been a huge weight off my mind.

As for me, I'm still breathing. Actually, I shouldn't make it sound so bad but the truth is I'd love to just be left alone for a while. I'm looking forward to the weekend. I'm hoping that Steve being occupied for most of the weekend will finally give me a lasting feeling of breathing room.

I have so much I need to be doing and I am so tired of dealing with "relationship" crap. I'll be glad to be home all weekend and get some homework done. It is extremely hard for me to concentrate on school when I'm constantly bombarded with emotional drama.

School is tough, it's good but tough. My ego's little bruised because I'm having to ask for so much help and because I am behind. I'm taking 3 classes, all graduate level. One is an on-line course that is basically reading, research and answering discussion questions weekly, or basically writing a 5 page paper every week on Special Education. The other two classes are regular session classes on Tuesdays and Thursday. My Geochemistry class is at 3pm and then my Geography of Urban/Suburban Spaces is directly after. I'm out of school by 6pm and still have time to pick Maggie up.
I really like the geography class, lots of reading though and that's why I'm behind. We have small classes in both. There are only 4 students in the Geochemistry class, and 8 of us in the Geography.

I just felt totally stupid the 1st day of Geochemistry class, slept through the next class and decided to drop it. A couple of friends changed my mind, or at the very least convinced me to wait a while before I made that decision. I'm honored to have Prof. Luigi as my personal tutor for my Geochemistry class, and best of all Mz. LJ is paying my tutoring fees in sexual favors....LMAO So for an occasional nude pic, I get personal tutoring from a hot PHd in Chemical Engineering...lol...I went and spoke to the Dr. teaching the geochemistry class and he assured me that he was also more than willing to help. As it turns out, I am not the only one in class that is lost. Next class period he will be reviewing the problematic math involved in the 1st chapter. I am so relieved that I may not have to drop that class. I only have 7 classes to take if I finish all 3 of these, and I really don't want to go backwards!
I am anxiously awaiting my PRAXIS II scores, so that I can go ahead and sign up for the other one I need. I'm fairly confident that if I did as well as I think on the last one, that I can study well enough to pass them both. Then I can work, if I can find a position.

M&M and I had our 1st official fight last Saturday. Long story short, we have agreed that we will not talk to each other on the phone when either of us is asleep....lol...it gets ugly. Two Leo's that love sex and sleep, big cats can be testy when prematurely awakened...lol The make-up sex was incredible and the "I'm sorry I won't be seeing you for a while" sex was even better. He was thrilled with his b-day present, and I was thrilled to be the 1st woman to ever buy him porn and paraphenilia...LMAO...lol
He's going through some rough water right now. I'm just trying to be there for him the way he was for me. He's alot like me though and really doesn't want to let me in. He's going home to celebrate Labor Day with his family and I hope that gives him the recharge he needs. He never says but I can feel how his ex just beats down his self worth and it's both infuriating and sad. He's a wonderful man, a great father, a good friend, and an incredible lover, I hate to see him so down on himself.

It's really been a week or two of big emotional changes for a lot of my friends. My GF Steph and her drummer BF broke up. Another GF has been disentangling herself from some complicated situations. Everyone's kids are just breaking our hearts, in one way or another. It's been a strange week.

I hope you all have a great weekend. I intend to one way or the other! Love to you all,
{=}LeeAnn



Kisses,
LA


hunterpt 55M  
13503 posts
2/12/2016 6:26 am

Great photo, love it. Kisses


ohcurious14 60M  
1684 posts
9/2/2006 12:58 pm

I have contemplated whether or not to reply to this or just leave it be, but i can't. I have thought long and hard from all angles and there is much NB & I don't understand and of course we don't need to know either. Many of the things happening with you 2 is befuddling to us, but as friends, we are being very objective and only wish you two the best in whatever you have to do and however you have to do it. Lots of hugs n kisses from us both. If ya ever need us , you know how to contact us Steve & LeeAnn.

Ohcurious14--- Purposely watching from the shadows anf giving you 2 hope.


rm_sexkitty0007 54M/49F

9/2/2006 1:46 am

My week was worse than yours....lol Wanna trade? Sorry you are going through a hard time, but studying & school will be a distant memory and it will have all been worth it. Hope you are all doing well. Keep the smile on.
Hugs,
Bon


Djeeper1987 48M

8/27/2006 3:00 pm

Sounds like things are on the up and up.

Carpe Diem


SingleNLooking72 107F

8/26/2006 7:40 am

I'm glad you're feeling better about things at home. I know when I've spoken to Steve, his attitude is alot different lately. You both seem happier this last few days. Here's to hoping that things continue to improve and life gets back on track for you both!

As for the tutoring...I'm more than happy to pay the fees for ya! Luigi is an incredible guy, and I'm glad you finally got to meet him. He takes his "fees" seriously and trust me, he gets paid, lol. But, when yesterday went to hell at work, he also made a point to spoil me and take my mind off it too. He's just good like that.

Luv ya gal, have a great weekend!
Mz LJ?*


rm_PurryKitty2 49M/51F
9753 posts
8/26/2006 5:44 am

Glad things are working out

Purry {=}

Purry


sexyariesgirl 58F

8/25/2006 5:08 pm

Girl it sounds like lots has been happening in your corner of the world! I'm so glad to hear the good stuff.....and as for the rest....it will eventually work itself out. You will finally settle into the classes and they won't seem so overwhelming. Just keep hanging on girl!

Power To FOK


PurplePeach72 replies on 8/25/2006 6:09 pm:
Hey Sexy,
Thanks for your support and encouragement, it means a lot!
{=}LeeAnn

2daycowboywanted 46F

8/25/2006 12:11 pm

Well here is to next week being grand!

Until later
2daycowboywanted


PurplePeach72 replies on 8/25/2006 4:25 pm:
Hey 2daycowboy,
Glad you stopped by, welcome to my blog, and thanks. Hope your week is grand too.
{=}LeeAnn

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