Saturday Night and I ain't got nobody.........  

Portland101 50F
4 posts
7/8/2006 7:16 pm

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7/9/2006 7:10 pm

Saturday Night and I ain't got nobody.........

I am staring down the face of becoming (thirty-ten). I cannot bear to say the number. I thought I had found it, thought it was ok to fall, and once again I am alone. I am searching for answers, looking for changin. Hoping for truth and a direction to turn. I have been fired from my job, cheated on by "the one" so now what???? Why do I keep finding myself alone? Why am I willing to put up with so much crap, why don't I ever yell or say what I think? So many woman gripe and complain, issue ultimatums. I want to be like them, I want to learn to be like that, because those are the women that keep a man. Me, I wait on them, cook, clean, do anything they want in bed, and yet they always leave. I don't ask for money, I don't make demands. How do I change? How do I learn to be like that? I mean I hate it when I see those women and how they treat their men, and yet the men never leave them. I know they are not doing nearly what I am doing in the bedroom, not possible. Why do men stay when they get treated bad?

Ok, so I enrolled in college, signed up for unemployment, and started selling Pampered Chef, what?

rm_mk1867 59M
60 posts
7/8/2006 8:53 pm

I take it you are turning past age 39. It's not so bad, in fact it has advantages.
Sounds like you had some man problems - its not all men. its complex men can't figure out women and women can't figure out men.
I stopped trying to figure women out but I have figured out that most mature women have their shit together and I love and respect that. They know what they want and go after it.
Go after what you want.

angelofmercy5 60F
17881 posts
7/8/2006 10:10 pm

Welcome to the blogs! Hope you'll stop by mine and say hello sometime! And as for turning are only as old as you feel! You sound intelligent.....I think things will work out. In the meantime have fun here in blogland.

rm_pussnballs4u 62M/55F
326 posts
7/9/2006 6:06 am

Hell, kid, 40 ain't nothin. Good age actually. Old enough to know what you really want and young enough to go get it. As for finding someone, it has always been my experience that I found them when I was least looking for them. So, don't be so hard on yourself. It will happen when it is supposed to happen. Hope to see you over at our place. Take care and good luck. Hope you have some fun here in Blogland.


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