Looks Like Move coming soon.  

PepsDick 54M/39F
15 posts
6/13/2006 3:41 pm

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Looks Like Move coming soon.

This is basically for all our friends that we have made over the past few years with AdultFriendFinder. I know you all are wondering why the sudden decision to move. There are many factors that have lead to this and I will try to explain as I go.

If you have read my blogs and posts up to now you know the history with my evil ex-wife. I have recently lost my job, due to the lack of having a valid license. This is the primary reason for the move coming about.

Over the past two years I have had some very poor luck, karma, or just plan stupid decisions on my part. The latter is most likely the more accurate answer. I have lost, been fired from four jobs in the past two years. Weather they are labled as a lay-off or not, I still consider it being fired. The end results are still the same. Now don't get me wrong, I do not have a behavioral problem, I do not have a work ethic problem, I have too much knowledge and a mouth tends to get me in trouble. The long term nursing field is not a very forgiving area.

Due to my past jobs, I have been associated with a vast majority of the nursing homes in the StL area. This makes it extremely difficult to find a job in this area. I have had to take a few steps down the ladder of success in this area and I am finding it more difficult to make the salary that I have become used to. Finally on the job picture, I have become fully burned out on Nursing and beginning to have a very bitter taste.

After Loosing my job late last year, I have not fully recovered financially from it. I was very close to getting things caught up. Now I know there is no-way to even think of making it. I had always told myself that if I loose another job, then I am leaving the area. Unfortunately This came a lot sooner than I had expected, seeing how I was coming out of my slump.

So Why Alabama? That all started on June 1, 2005, when I was notified by my brother that my father had unexpectedly died of a massive heart attack. Since that time had this urge to pack up and move to be closer to my mother. Having Terri and the two boys in my life, made that a very difficult decision to make and carry through with. Now it seems with the job loss and my finacial situation, it is the best and only choice that I have. In Alabama, with the help of my mother I can get my life back together.

The problem came about when it came to Terri and the boys. I deeply love Terri and could not live without her. There are a few family issues with my mother and Terri at this point. My mother being the mother that she is, is presently only concerned about the welfare of her son. When I approached my mother with putting us up it came with some stipulations. My mother wanted me to come down alone, and get myself situated before moving Terri and the boys down.

As you can possible imagine this did not go over very well with Terri. She finally has come to the realization that it is just a brief separation, that should last no more than six months. Terri would have stayed in this area, but the family she had counted on to help her refused. So she is left with no choice but to go to Arkansas with her mother.

I know it sounds like we are running away from our problems. At one time in my life I never believed in it. But when you get to the point when everything seems almost hopeless, you run or stay and fight. I just have no more fight left in me. It has been a constant fight since a few years prior to 1999, in which the divorce of my first psychopathic ex-wife became final. I do mean she was actually diagnosed schizophrenic and having a borderline personality disorder.

These are my reasons that I have for leaving or running however you would like to put it.

I want to thank all my friends for their emotional support that they have been giving over the past few weeks. If I could possible come up with a way to stay here with all of you, I would really reconsider making the move.

PepsDick 54M/39F

6/13/2006 4:41 pm

I love you more then I could ever possibly tell you!!! It will be hard, but we will get through it. Absence will definately make my heart grow fonder!!!!


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QuietMan780 52M  
10 posts
6/13/2006 6:08 pm

I don't know you or Pep that well...but after reading your blog this evening, I felt like answering. It takes a lot of backbone to admit to being wrong this way, but you did, and more power to you!! As far as having no fight, that's wrong! You ARE fighting back, by doing what may be painful now, but should in the long term be the best for your family, which is what it's all about. Hopefully, you'll get back on track in a new setting, and don't forget the folks up here, who'll be behind you. See you Saturday, and watch the lamposts and birdies, ok?


PepsDick 54M/39F

6/14/2006 7:02 am

Thanks Craig,

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