On The Path To Healing  

PassionKisses4Me 45F
335 posts
7/9/2006 7:40 pm

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On The Path To Healing

I just wanted to thank every one for their concerns and thoughts while I was dealing with an issue in my life...which has been resolved.

My heart was crushed...but is on the mend.

I was hurting so badly but never was I stupid enough to do anything dangerous...I am in no way shape or form a quitter...never have been...never will be.

But I am only hurt...feeling the pain...and expressing it here.

And I do not buy into the philosophy that I need a man in my life...I do just fine on my own...I complete myself and I don't look to others for that...but this one is so very special to me and I never want him out of my life...even if he is a stupid, scared little boy sometimes.

He has never said a negative comment about me ever...he thinks the world of me and treats me that way...he is just scared of the big L word...and expressed that to me in the wrong way in an email...and I freaked out big time...he was out of town this weekend, which was not know to me...so it wasnt cleared up until tonight.

We are going to step back and take it slow...and just enjoy each other without the pressure.

I know it is all confusing sounding...but hell it is confusing to me and I know all the details

So I will return to my old sweet Becky...spreading my love and warm thoughts...Just had one hell of a weekend!!!

I am excited though I start my new job tomorrow...and I am on my way baby

Special kisses to my very sweet friend...bigandtallreturn...for being such a wonderful person to me!!!

And as the very sexy MOfunNOWWOW told me... I am raising myself up...I love ME and that is all that matters

Love ya bunches



LustyTaurus 49M
21253 posts
7/9/2006 8:14 pm

I'm really happy for you Becky...

PrincessKarma 44F
6188 posts
7/9/2006 8:14 pm

Good for you... *HUG* I'm glad you're back and feeling better.

The Big Bang was the mother of all orgasms.PrincessKarma

chas4037 68M
4119 posts
7/9/2006 8:54 pm

WELCOME Back, Becky and give 'em hell on the new job!


rm_bigchoklatdk 46M

7/9/2006 9:46 pm

Glad your spirit is up again Becky.....good to hear that your man is smart after all. Hope you enjoy your new job!!


angelofmercy5 60F
17881 posts
7/9/2006 11:05 pm

Glad you're back Becky! I understand....and ~hugs~

firestarter665 43M/40F

7/10/2006 5:13 am

I am so happy to hear that you are working things out. Good luck with your new job. Let us know how all goes.

fantasylover_05 63M

7/10/2006 8:31 am

My Dearest Sweet Becky

I am sooo sorry I missed this before today! I am also very sorry for your confusion and the heart break I know it caused you!

You know I care about you and hope you do indeed work all the way through this with him as I have no doubts EXACTLY how you feel about him and how very very difficult it all is and further complicated by distance!

Good luck with the new job.. I know you will do just GREAT!!

bigandtallreturn 38M

7/10/2006 6:35 pm

Now that's the Becky we know and love...

"Today may be the first day of the rest of your life, unless you live on the other side of the International Date Line, then yesterday was the first day of the rest of your life."- Larry Andersen


7/11/2006 7:54 am

Oh I am sooooooooooooooo Happy that other girl is gone she scurred me. I knew my strong beautiful sexy Becky wouldnt let her take over for long but seeeeriously, big girlz gotta cry sometimes and I know like you know we both got mutual shoulders if we need em! Kisses suagr and I loves ya! {=}

just a squirrel trying to get a nut

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