OK here is my story  

NotInnocentNow 35F
141 posts
3/22/2005 8:45 am

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6/6/2006 8:25 pm

OK here is my story

Just because a zillion and one people ask I will write this. I am 24. I am what some people refer to as a "rich bitch". My grandfather on my mother's side was a rich man and I being his only grandchild when he died he left everything to me(plus he had set up a trust fund I got at 21 anyhow). So I can definitely live a comfortable life. I work for the pleasure of doing so, my work consist of photography. Basically I cheaply help wanna be models get a portfolio started. I modelled from baby to teenager and even a little here and there since college. Yes I have a Bachelor's in Business, I am not some dumb blonde(well I used to be blonde anyhow).

Now last year I began to feel like I was missing something in my life. I am not in a relationship, have not been for a few years. But I decided I wanted to have a baby. My best g/f in the world that I have known since Kindergarten and her b/f(who is a great friend also) decided to help me out with that. Alot of planning went into the whole thing and after a few attempts( and really fun 3somes) I became pregnant. Now I have an awesome perfect 2 month old son. So no I am not married, with someone and the dad is not a deadbeat. He is in the military in Iraq but he and my best friend both care about the baby.

Ok so that is my story. My free time is limited. Please understand that if I want to meet someone my son is in no way going to be around that. So do not ask me to go get a bite to eat and bring my son. If I am comfortable enough around you and feel like it is something that may carry on longer then a few encounters then I would have no problem inviting you into my home!

Ok enough of that!

ExcitedSenses 39M

3/22/2005 9:27 am

Good luck sexy, hope you find what you are looking for.

rm_EroticOhio 59M/55F
20 posts
3/22/2005 10:43 am

Your life seems to offer an interesting philosophical case study into the nature of happiness and meaning. You are young, beautiful, educated, and rich. You seem to have good friends, and now you have a child to fulfill what I presume was a powerful urge to be a mother/caregiver. You seem to have everything, with the possible exception of a soulmate, but you don’t seem to be experiencing any great anxiety about that. In short, you seem to be in a position that many of us in more desperate personal and/or financial circumstances yearn for. We work hard and/or play the lottery hoping to catch even a small taste of what you have acquired, seemingly with little or no effort. Some folks might hate you for this; others might not have much respect for you because you didn’t earn your good fortune. Personally, I have none of these negative feelings toward you, although I will have to admit to a bit of envy.

But you are a possible test case for a pet theory of mine. I have this impression that life demands a certain “minimum daily requirement” of pain in exchange for personal growth, and exacts as much, or even more pain for lack of growth (a Catch-22 situation that makes a certain amount of pain seemingly inevitable). I suspect this is more than just mere accident, but something written deeply into the mystical fabric of reality.

I am not pessimistic; I do not think that endless pain is inevitable; I anticipate the possibility of reaching a stage of personal growth where pain, if not eliminated, is at least understood in a way that disassociates it from suffering (not all pain in necessarily suffering…suffering ads more deeply traumatic emotional disturbance to what otherwise might be “mere pain.” To disprove my theory, all I need is one clear counterexample ‒ a case of someone who experiences pure joy and personal growth without having to experience great discomfort. (I suppose I should mention, just for clarity, that when I use the term ‘pain’ I do not mean just physical pain, but emotional pain as well, such as the frustration of failing to achieve desired goals, etc.) I don’t know if you are planning to keep adding entries to your blog, but I am hoping that you will consider letting us in on your darker side as well. Do you have any pain in your life? Can you tell us about it? Or are you a counterexample to my theory? Are you just plain happy, and that’s all there is to it?

And one final thought: If there are counterexample to my theory, then what does this tell us about the meaning of pain in our lives? Is it entirely self-inflicted? Is it pure meaningless random chance? Is it the meaningless consequence of a needlessly cruel reality? Or is it, as I suspect, a bridge to something beyond whatever we happen to be stuck at any given moment?


rm_rblaine01 35M

3/22/2005 12:08 pm

I applaud your speaking the truth. Congratulations on your son.

93 posts
3/22/2005 6:14 pm

Hi Honey, it is very honorable that the baby'ies dad is in Iraq, hell, I'm retired military myself and damn happy about it. But, just in case the unmentioned were to happen, start investing the inhertenance into something worth wile, Walmart for example and make a future for the lil one. Your a pretty lady, Thanks for your post, G n W.

john88683 43M
6 posts
4/2/2005 12:56 pm

Hi your right to stand up for what you believe in keep on doing what is right for you and your son

ladypleaser1949 68M
1 post
4/3/2005 10:27 pm

I understand you frustration. It's hard to keep your self satisfyed (both mentally and physically) and take care of a baby. Have you ever considered an older partner? Sometimes it grosses out younger ladies, but sometimes it worke out really good. I don't want to caome across as a dirty old man, so I leave you the question and you can go from there. Thanks for your time and be good to yourself!

rm_bryce662 34M
5 posts
5/29/2005 4:22 pm

hello my name is brice ,i have 22 , and i'm french.i think you are very beautyfull , and if you want speak with me on msn messenger this is my my adress :AdultFriendFinder

biganlonley112 39M
3 posts
7/21/2005 12:07 pm

what to say but dam your greagous woman and natarul i love to be your daddy xoxo kinney ur soon to be lover in my dreams to hope soon be relaities where not the mind couldnt imageing it

woode69 33M
1 post
7/21/2005 9:15 pm

well im in the military myself and just got back so hey im sure he misses his son so hey just keep doin what your doin and have fun later

abdoullah5 41M

7/31/2005 4:05 pm

salut qll beauté et ql charme! ta foto me donne l'envie de te baisser ton pantalon et te lecher doucement ton sexe c possible? biz

rm_denistar101 41M
1 post
10/10/2005 12:11 am

what are you looking for on these sites? Of course you are going to get alot of pervs.

gman101101 34M
1 post
10/30/2005 7:28 pm

Hey, I saw your profile and I liked a lot. I currently live in myrtle beach and Im looking just to meet some new people. I love to have a good time with anything that I do. I have plenty of pictures that I can send you and I have a web cam. I hope to hear from you soon. We can chat and get to know each other I hope. Take care.

austin_austin12 74M
2 posts
4/2/2006 11:05 am

you are certainy a most beautifil lady,good luck

tolde999 47M
29 posts
5/17/2006 1:53 am

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tolde999 47M
29 posts
5/17/2006 10:44 pm

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scstud03 49M  
39 posts
6/29/2007 11:39 pm

Well, you sound like you might be more than just another pretty face. Something tells me that you’re probably getting about 50 emails a day from loser guys saying things like "Hi, I’m freshly divorced from my seventh wife, have 5 delinquent kids… but the good news is that I have a good chance at finally getting a job…" etc. lol

In any event, I’m 38, have my life together, and I’m more than the usual amount of interesting and funny, so you’d better like to laugh. You sound like you might make an interesting friend, so let’s get together for a cup of something delicious and some interesting conversation… if you think you can handle it, that is!

Y! ID is after my name below, drop me a line...


1 post
8/22/2007 9:16 pm

Im realy feeling you shorty.Everything you said was true.Alot of dudes you web wit are mostly "nuts".But dont get to turned off.
Im a grown man who does'nt think wit his dick!I love to have fun and i enjoy real people.Its not just about sex or some cheap encounter.All im lookin for is friendship with benefits.If you feel me than cool.In looking forward to hearing from you.
So take care of you! And your new son.Trust me its a wondeful thing.


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