NotInnocentNow 35F
141 posts
5/17/2005 5:00 am

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8/12/2006 7:34 pm


This has been a hectic time for me. I have started back to work and damn it I am already tired of taking pics of girls in bikinis. Some of these girls think less is more as in less clothing means more work. Well yea if you wanr be in the porn industry. I mean seriously these itty bitty bikinis are UGLY. I think you have to leave something to be discovered when dressing for pics.

Ethan is getting big and active. It is nice working from home and being able to have him with me. I work around his schedule.

I am about to give up hope of finding that someone I am physically and mentally attracted to. I find one and then somehow I lose touch with before a meeting occurs. It will happen when it is right I am sure. Just can't do the one night stand shit, I am past that in life. Want something steady just not serious!

OK I am off to be a mommy!

incubus4her 44M

5/18/2005 4:52 am

Don't give up hope... there'll be lots of "near misses" before you find someone compatible enough to meet your needs & desires. It just takes some time... and one hell of a rich supply of patience.

Double_duece69 39M

5/22/2005 12:01 pm

I agree with incubus4her don'tgive up hope...I thing you are an extraordinary lady with a great mind and great beauty. I only wish we lived closer together because I'd love to get to know you better and become friends and more. Unfortunately we're not and I'll just have to settle reading your blogs and maybe become online friends Well good luck...it happen 4 U!!


rm_atreyuverde 41M

5/23/2005 5:52 pm

I don't know exatly how I ended up reading this blog of yours but I really like the way you write... you say what you think and on this pages this is very rare to find how on earth did you end up writing a blog here?? there are many other pages of nicer blogs and I bet you could meet much more interesting people. Wish you al the best. Atreyuverde

badboy2freaku 40M

5/29/2005 1:57 pm

I'm so jealous of your job. Do you need like an intern or something .. somebody to come in and spritz the models so they glisten in the photos or maybe somebody to help them in and out of those "ugly" bikinis?? I'll work cheap(for free), and sure we live in different states but I'm totally willing to commute. I'll even pick up breakfast on the way to work .. you like donuts or bagels?

rm_coinbirds 33M
8 posts
5/30/2005 2:23 pm

Yeah good job on actually becoming a full fledged human being. We are so proud of you...okay sorry, i have a terrible kind of humor. I am just glad that even on an 'adult friend' site there are actual people that think and not just hump. And from what is on your other 'blogs' you are on your way to having things right. You seem like a great person, hell, i wish i could talk with you. Oh, well...remember, stay pompous, you own the world and eternity is your playground.

GoodiesNZ 44M

6/8/2005 9:42 am

I answered one of your previous posts... but I see you have moved on a little from that - which is good to see in many ways You sound actually as if you are very contented in many ways - a great way to be!

DOn't give up on the partner thing.. but rather.. don't seek.. jsut be friends and find a confidant, someone trustworthy and who makes you feel like you are the centre of their universe.. even as just a close friend.. and you might be suprised how easily the transition to "something else" happens. Keep up the good work!

Phil xxx

GoodiesNZ 44M

6/8/2005 9:45 am

Hmm me again.. from some of your comments on here.. I can certainly see why you are feeling a bit discouraged!!!! Surely though you must have met a few "gems" amongst the gravel here? I hope so!

hardcopy75 43M
47 posts
6/20/2005 11:18 am

like what ya saying and how ya saying it-hardcopy75

rm_Ssq0 48M
4 posts
7/11/2005 4:26 pm

Well, good for you. Yes, you find yourself in an extraordinary situation, yes, you do your own thing. Just be true to yourself. No one can ask for more.
btw, you're also right about the tiny bikini's. I've had some experiences with casting for fashion-shows (in a distant past I studied design), and we do select on body type, not on nipple exposure. Anyway, hope to read from you soon.

rm_surflove69 35M/37F

7/21/2005 10:17 am

Loved your blog and especially your writing style. You have a great sense of humor very precise and to the point but extremely funny, and people who overstep boundaries deserve to be put in their place. Hope to read some more blogs later, and if you ever feel like making some new friends please drop us a line.

canuhandlepzy 34M
14 posts
7/26/2005 3:56 pm

You are a very original girl, you definitely have your own way of thinking, and reacting to certain situations. I can understand how hard it is to meet guys, ive been working in a factory for the past 3 years and only women I see are named butch, lol.. anyways thats the only reason I ever get on here.. but just thought I would say hi, if you want, write me back.. if not, be good, or be good at being bad whichcever fits u best.

abdoullah5 41M

7/28/2005 6:08 pm

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trip123 52M

8/1/2005 1:32 pm

Love ur stories(blog) hear... would love to just chat with u and see if any fun sparks... trip

rm_art_persists 53M
1789 posts
12/15/2005 10:22 pm

crazy to look at the males congregating to hear your words...

wifey3223 49F
126 posts
12/26/2005 7:25 am

"WHATS UP GIRL' WIFEY3223 IS VISITING , i noticed you on my blog page as likeing my articles. and i like youres to we have alot of similarities, i agree with you baout wearing more clothes. it works for me,as far as finding love. i have numerouse times on AdultFriendFinder, i have one know married. im crazy about, im a mom to of 2 teens. you must be more open, & think more positive. but, i feel you i date cacasion men to & they mostly seem one tracted mind. alot like to just jack off to ,lol.just be ur self, dont always look for guidlines but follow ur heart. theyre's no book on how to date online, i also used to be on 3-4 sites. pic on , i choose AdultFriendFinder because, i found more who truly match my sexull appitite . others played games, what you get out of AdultFriendFinder is by what you put in it. i go by thural filled profiles, phone conversation, meeting & greeting in public place. seriouse players on here, will met take you out to fill you out! wish you luck visit me sometimes. holler back renee'

rm_brad4fun29 46M
3 posts
2/19/2006 7:21 am

It can't be easy working and being a mum by yourself. I have to agree you need a liitle more than less. Seeing everything before you get a chance to explore takes some of the excitemtn out of the encounter. Keep smiling

jim20053 53M

5/17/2006 12:24 pm

Woot, steady but not serious - THIS is a REAL male fantasy!

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